[fic] non-existent courage
title→ non-existent courage
pairing(s)→ one-sided fukasawa tatsuya x inoo kei.
summary→ messages he'll never be able to send.
notes→ aitai means I want to meet you. 「会いたい」って言った。 means I said 「I want to meet you」.
Fukka flips open his phone, dials the number and waits.
"Moshi moshi~"
He kicks the wooden leg of his bed, pressing the cellphone harder on his ear.
"Fukka?"
Fukka takes a breath.
"Ai..."
He hears rustle from the other side, laughter, "hey! Dai-chan, stop it!", and looks down at the scattered photos on his bed.
"Aitai."
"Eh? I didn't hear that-- Dai-chan! Stop! Sorry, Fukka, what's up?"
"...nothing. Bye, Inoo-kun!"
"Fukka--"
Fukka hangs up.
He sighs.
In one swift motion, he leans forward and pushes all the photos off the bed, scattering them all over the floor of his room.
He drops himself on the bed and looks back at his phone.
「会いたい」って言った。
He stares at the text message before sighing again.
He knows he doesn't have the courage to send it.
Hesitation.
He clears the message.
pairing(s)→ one-sided fukasawa tatsuya x inoo kei.
summary→ messages he'll never be able to send.
notes→ aitai means I want to meet you. 「会いたい」って言った。 means I said 「I want to meet you」.
Fukka flips open his phone, dials the number and waits.
"Moshi moshi~"
He kicks the wooden leg of his bed, pressing the cellphone harder on his ear.
"Fukka?"
Fukka takes a breath.
"Ai..."
He hears rustle from the other side, laughter, "hey! Dai-chan, stop it!", and looks down at the scattered photos on his bed.
"Aitai."
"Eh? I didn't hear that-- Dai-chan! Stop! Sorry, Fukka, what's up?"
"...nothing. Bye, Inoo-kun!"
"Fukka--"
Fukka hangs up.
He sighs.
In one swift motion, he leans forward and pushes all the photos off the bed, scattering them all over the floor of his room.
He drops himself on the bed and looks back at his phone.
「会いたい」って言った。
He stares at the text message before sighing again.
He knows he doesn't have the courage to send it.
Hesitation.
He clears the message.