2 failed exams :((((((
After 2 weeks of hell-hard exams, I was finally able to go home.
I'm so exhausted. Eat-Sleep-Study is all that I ever did. Repeat 100M times. lol.
But even if that's all I ever did, I still failed two of my exams, namely CHEM 160 (Biochemistry) and MCB 180 (Food Microbiology)
The first exam result to come was for the MCB 180. I did not expect to get a high score in this exam because as I said, it was fucking hell hard. You have to differentiate shitloads of microorganisms that cause different effects or spoilage to different foods, remember all their names, shapes, their substrate, the substances they produce, their oxygen requirement, their pH requirement, the toxins they produce, the diseases they cause, the symptoms of these fucking diseases, and so much moooore. I studied seriously but I'm not good at memorising things that does not make sense at all. There wasn't even a pattern for me to go around for better recollection. UGH. And, above all, It was my birthday during the date of exam. i don't want to be stressed out by a fucking exam so I said that I'll do my best on the exam then YOLO after. I'll eat dinner with my blocmates. But maybe I looked forward too much and forgot about all the fucking MOs. I don't know if I'm just really stupid or if it was my prof's fault. She has a reputation of making hell-hard exams and students have take her subject twice just to get a passing grade. And she does not teach well at all too. Her voice is so unaudible even if we're in the front row, it's like she's just whispering curses to herself. And she's using an Ipad that messed up her power point presentation so we don't get her slides at all. Those slides are flying too, you won't be able to write half of it, or even get the title at the least. So maybe she was at fault too. Really at fault. Buuuut, I did not expect a failing grade. The last time that I failed an exam was 2 semesters ago. I said that that would be the first and last time that i would ever fail. But, unfortunately, I failed again. I only got 49%. 60% is the passing rate. It was bad because I did not get a particularly high percentage on the first exam. So I have no "stock score" that could compensate for my failing grade in the second exam. Well, I can't do anything about it anymore, what had happened has happened already. All i can do now is to study hard as in fucking hard for the third exam. I promise that I will get a high score. Promise.
And the second one was the CHEM 160. I don't see this subject as a very hard one but it is challenging, because it is all about the processes happening in the body and and all the chemical pathways that every single molecule of sugar or fat or protein that we ever take in. During the first exam, I was the 2nd top scorer. But this time, in the 2nd exam, I failed. My score is 56. The passing rate is 60. I'm not at all sad with this. LOL. Because my first exam can compensate for the failed one and I wasn't really able to study because i have another exam on that day too. But still, i failed. Seeing my score below 60 hurts. ugh. So, I will promise that I'll study hard for the 3rd exam on this subject too.
Too much promises. lololol.
Anyway, during those 2 hell weeks, I was definetely Arashi deprived.
It was painful. So many things have happened: the TIFF, The Zero-G perf and the album release.
But now, since I'm able to sit here in from of the computer without any academic worries, I'll download the shit out of these updates.
Yesss. Renewal and ressurection at its finest.
They look so cool these past few days i can't even *.*
credits to the owner :)
They're so fab at the TIFF. I wish I was there to witness their tiny bit of English :))
Okaaay, I'm off to the rainbow world with these 5. Ja ne~
<3
(somehow this entry ended positive despite the depressing title lol)