What's. life....

[tsuki_gumi]

I feel.... I don't know what I feel. But I have guilt... and... I'm very unhappy.
Things is happening in my life, and I can't handle them.
I have feelings I can't handle.... that's why I sometimes wanna put an end to it all.

Today I don't wanna die... I wanna live. But I'm scared and affraid.....

Comments

[michiru42]

I can't relate to your personal situation; I'm not you, and haven't lived it.

But to being overwhelmed, to having feelings that crush "me" underneath them, that I know.

If you want to live, then that's a victory, and a reason for pride. The fear is nothing to be ashamed of, but a natural part of such terrible feelings. It's little comfort to you now, I know, but that desire to live will not only save your life, but make it worth living again.

I'm glad to hear you have it.

[tsuki_gumi]

I believe I have the strenght to keep on living. And this is a victory for me... because I won over myself.
I'm scared that I will give up one day...