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[tsuki_gumi]

I'm just crying and crying. Getting breakdowns after breakdowns.

I don't think I'll ever be healthy again. If something could kill me now, then PLEASE do it. Because I'm SO FUCKING TIRED OF CONSTANTLY LIVING IN HELL.

I wanna scream and yell so there's nothing left of me.
I have nothing left to live for. Please, let me just die....

Comments

[michiru42]

*hugs you* More people understand than you'd think.

I wish there was something we could say.

[tsuki_gumi]

Oh, I just hate myself when I get such horrible moments when I just wanna lay down and die.

I wanna be happy and alive 24/7... I'm so freaking tired of being confused and scared of everything. This fase I'm in my life currently seems like never wanna end. But I am gonna put an end to it! Let's start a new era of my life!!!

[michiru42]

I know. But the problem is, hating yourself makes it worse, right?

I'm glad to hear you're seeking help. No one can get through something like this alone.

[tsuki_gumi]

Yeah... and I hate to cry. I know it's not a bad thing to cry... but I hate when I do it anyway.

Yes, help is needed. But now when I'm calm, I can't see or understand how I can be so down sometimes.

[amami_yuki]

*hugs*
I felt like this yesterday too... I'm glad you're feeling a little bit better today! It really is exhausting, isn't it? I guess things really do get better, but when you're in the middle of them it's hard to see that.

[tsuki_gumi]

It's very exhausting indeed...
But I'm trying to get better, I really do. But it takes a lot of strengt, will, energy etc. etc.