Hisashiburi neeee~

[tsuki_gumi]

Long time no see.

I haven't written on LJ for years.
So, I thought.... let's write down some stuff that is pain-in-da-ass right now.I finished my studies. It sucked

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[amami_yuki]

There are professionals who would help even if they didn't get paid, except for the fact that they'd need to eventually need money to feed themselves. So if they're going to need money anyway, why not choose a job where it's something they WANT to do, also?

People do care. But... they can't make your pain go away. What are you asking of people? They can't take your pain away. Though I wish they could.

Are you actually going to kill yourself, or are you just venting because you want life to change and it sucks?

[tsuki_gumi]

I want to kill myself, but I can't.

[amami_yuki]

I've been feeling that way for the last few weeks (minus the last couple of days where I've felt a bit better - but not totally)
It sucks, doesn't it...I'm just trying to immerse myself in healthy distracting things and deal with my emotions, and also mentally say "fuck you!" to almost everyone (as in, I don't give a fuck what they think/say about me or my life - it's MY life - so fuck you) and somehow, that helps a bit.

Hope you can feel better....

[tsuki_gumi]

I also feel extremly well some days. But recently it's been so very down.
Haha, I say "fuck you" to everyone too, inside my head ^.^ and then I seriously try to distract myself... but a part of me fead on the bad stuff, so it's tearing me apart.