Comments | tsukichan: On top of the suit case

tsukichan

On top of the suit case

Sep 28, 2006 12:02

Yesterday, I broke down after a long day. My mom and I had a tearful goodbye. There was tension between my mom and sister that I couldn't stand. I had nothing to say to Lissa. My mom telling me not to spend so much money. Packing to come. Cleaning. Cats. Loving my friends too much. No time to breathe, even if having sushi and Karaoke was a lot of ( Read more... )

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shadowdragonf September 28 2006, 21:35:54 UTC

I have had similar feelings before big changes too, and I'm sorry you have to go through it. I try to deal with it by constantly reminding myself that this was what I wanted in the first place. If you weren't actually going.... you would just find yourself wishing you were.

I've actually avoided doing certain things in life for almost the exact same reasons (and it's one of my big regrets)... I hate that whole "goodbye" moment. Always so awkward and weird, and uncomfortable for me. I'd rather just go, not say anything to anybody, and let them know I'm gone afterwards.

Just enjoy yourself, people just want you to be happy I think! ^^

tsukichan October 1 2006, 21:24:00 UTC

It feels like I am missing a big chunk of my soul and adding a new big chunk like frankenstein.
It's a tough game...life.... I have to say once getting settled, it feels okay. It fell into place.
Goodbye moments are terrible. It feels like you will never see people in the same light after that exit. I think that's only as true as you can make it.
Awww, Thank you for the kind words! I want you to be happy too!

hippiegal22 September 29 2006, 12:50:20 UTC

Leaving the people you love can be so heart wrenching. Reading your post reminded me of when I went to Europe in high school. All day long I would amazed by just about everything. Then at night at my hotel room I'd cry about how much I missed everybody at home.

*hugs*

tsukichan October 1 2006, 21:25:57 UTC

Awww, the more I get feedback, the more common it is to feel this way. How long were you away in Europe for? Where in Europe? I hope everything went alright after the intitial sadness.. *hugs* Thank you for understanding!

hippiegal22 October 2 2006, 19:56:33 UTC

I was in Europe for two weeks. It was a big bus tour I did with the Girl Scouts. We went through the Netherlands, Germany, Switzerland and France. (Mostly Paris.)

I absolutely adored it there. My big complaint was that the lady who planned the tour was a huge shopaholic and manly focused on touristy stuff. But it was a wonderful experience all around.