it's because i miss you (smut version)
Title: It’s Because I Miss You
Author: tsukixchan
Pairing: Yesung/Kyuhyun, minor Zhou Mi/Kyuhyun
Genre: angst, crack, humor, fluff, smut
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: { 1122 }
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A/N: For domolovesyou ~ :3 Happy birthday, Aliceeee! :D Have a great one, and hope you get many birthday wishes! (Here’s one right now!~) Enjoy the fic~ >3<
This is the smutty version. For the clean version, click here!
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Sometimes, it gets lonely. No matter where he is, who he’s with… if he isn’t there, then it’s lonely. It’s pointless. Yesung feels like that more and more lately. As half the group departs and goes far away, Yesung feels like he’s been abandoned. He knows it’s irrational, he has Super Junior H to keep him occupied, but he still feels so empty inside.
All because Kyuhyun is now Kui Xian, and in China.
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Kyuhyun misses Yesung a lot. Whenever he’s in China, he smiles for the fans, smiles for the group. But deep down inside, he’s missing Yesung, and it hurts. Zhou Mi always makes him smile though. With his silly jokes and brilliant smile, it helps Kyuhyun forget a little of the pain inside.
But Yesung isn’t with him, and he doesn’t like that.
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Yesung calls Kyuhyun whenever he can. There are no words to express the joy that springs up in his heart whenever he hears Kyuhyun’s silky smooth voice over the phone.
“I miss you, Kyu…” Yesung says one night. There’s silence on the other end, and Yesung worries for a second that Kyuhyun has hung up, and he’s been left here, all alone.
But then he hears the quiet intake of breath and hears Kyuhyun’s quavering voice saying, “I miss you too, Yesung hyung…”
And then, Yesung almost wants to cry, because Kyuhyun wants to, and he misses his Kyuhyun so much.
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Kyuhyun counts down the days until he can be finished with Super Junior M promotions, and head back home, to Yesung. He still tries to smile, but it’s getting harder, the longer he is away from Yesung. Ryeowook, the caring boy that he is, tries to make Kyuhyun smile by offering to play StarCraft with him, even though he’s horrible at it. Kyuhyun always accepts the offer, and it makes him laugh to see how frustrated Ryeowook gets trying to control the characters. And Ryeowook hides a secret smile behind his hand, because all he really wanted was for Kyuhyun to smile and laugh.
But then Kyuhyun thinks of something he would like to say to Yesung, and his smile drops off his face, staring intently at his game.
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Yesung feels the jealously bubbling up in his stomach every time he watches those Chinese variety shows with Super Junior M. He growls when he sees Zhou Mi’s arm wrap around Kyuhyun, and Kyuhyun smiling sheepishly as the fans scream. The relief grows as soon as Zhou Mi releases his Kyuhyun, answering the hosts’ questions with his brilliant smile. Yesung sees what the fans and hosts do not, the sparkle dimming in Kyuhyun’s eyes, and he wonders why Zhou Mi can make Kyuhyun’s eyes shine.
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Kyuhyun sometimes feels bad after a variety show. He knows that Yesung is probably watching, and seething with jealously every time he engages in fan service with Zhou Mi. But he can’t help it, if he tries hard enough, he can pretend that the arm wrapped around his waist is Yesung’s, that it’s Yesung’s body he is pressed against. He can’t help but be disappointed as familiar warmth leaves his side, and he remembers that it’s not Yesung he’s clinging to, but Zhou Mi.
Then he feels bad for letting Yesung see his weakness, never realizing that Yesung interprets it differently.
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When Yesung calls Kyuhyun again, he is near tears. He’s had enough of this fan service going on between Kyuhyun and Zhou Mi.
“Yesung hyung? What’s wrong?” Kyuhyun asks, thoroughly confused.
“Kyuhyun ah,” Yesung says quietly, “what’s going on?”
“Hyung, I have no idea what you’re talking about…” Kyuhyun responds, a note of worry in his voice.
“Why are you always clinging to Zhou Mi now?” Yesung says, sorrow lacing his voice. There is silence on the other line, again, and Yesung fears the worst. “Listen, Kyu ah, if-”
“Hyung,” Kyuhyun says, his voice shaking with laughter, “do you really want to know?”
Yesung frowns, even though Kyuhyun can’t see it. “Yes…?”
Kyuhyun sighs explosively on the other end. “It’s embarrassing. Really, hyung.”
“I still want to know, I’m not sure where we stand right now…”
Kyuhyun pauses for a second. “Hyung, every time Zhou Mi hugs me, I pretend it’s you, because I miss you that much.”
“Oh.” Yesung says intelligently.
Kyuhyun chuckles, “Hyung, please don’t worry about this, okay? I miss you.”
“I miss you too, Kyu ah,” Yesung says softly. “I’m sorry for doubting you, I thought… I thought that maybe you had…”
Kyuhyun’s laughter interrupts him, and it’s infectious. Pretty soon, they’re both giggling into the phone, and Leeteuk even sticks his head into Yesung’s room, wondering what’s wrong with him.
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They’re finally back, and Kyuhyun is delighted, to say the least. Yesung is as well, if the passionate kiss he gives Kyuhyun as soon as he sees him is any indication.
“Hyung, can it not wait…?” Kyuhyun mumbles against Yesung’s lips.
“No,” Yesung says bluntly, backing Kyuhyun up to the wall.
“Can we at least go to a bedroom?” Kyuhyun protests, trying to push Yesung away. Yesung sighs, grabbing Kyuhyun’s hand and leading him into the open bedroom, which happens to be Yesung’s.
“Happy?” Yesung says, before crushing his lips to the maknae’s again.
“Mmm,” Kyuhyun murmurs as Yesung bodily backs him up and his knees hit the bed. He topples over, and Yesung falls with him, lips still connected and groins barely touching. Yesung grinds down, hard, and Kyuhyun moans at the sudden friction, fisting his hands in Yesung’s soft hair.
“Kui Xian,” Yesung hisses softly, and Kyuhyun mewls at the sound of his Chinese name. It’s erotic to hear it coming from Yesung’s lips, and Kyuhyun thrusts his hips up, eliciting a sharp groan from Yesung.
“Hyung…” Kyuhyun mutters huskily, “Take off your pants already…” With a growl, Yesung hastily complies, fingers pulling eagerly at the buckles and slipping them off his hips. Kyuhyun fumbles with his buttons, pulling his pants off and hooking his fingers in his boxers, stripping them off as well. One look tells him that Yesung is fully naked, and Yesung’s small hands yank impatiently at Kyuhyun’s shirt, tearing it off his body, until Kyuhyun’s slim body is completely bared for Yesung’s hungry eyes.
“Why…” Yesung breathes, draping himself over Kyuhyun’s naked body, “are you so sexy, Kyu?” Kyuhyun wraps his arms around Yesung’s neck, wriggling delightfully, causing friction against their hardened members.
The door opens suddenly, and a familiar high pitched voice rings through the room. “Jongwoon hyung, we’re back! Have you seen…” Ryeowook freezes abruptly. “Uh… never… mind… I’ll come back later. Bye!” He flees the room immediately. Kyuhyun groans.
“Well… that kind of spoiled the mood.”
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Fin.
Author: tsukixchan
Pairing: Yesung/Kyuhyun, minor Zhou Mi/Kyuhyun
Genre: angst, crack, humor, fluff, smut
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: { 1122 }
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A/N: For domolovesyou ~ :3 Happy birthday, Aliceeee! :D Have a great one, and hope you get many birthday wishes! (Here’s one right now!~) Enjoy the fic~ >3<
This is the smutty version. For the clean version, click here!
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Sometimes, it gets lonely. No matter where he is, who he’s with… if he isn’t there, then it’s lonely. It’s pointless. Yesung feels like that more and more lately. As half the group departs and goes far away, Yesung feels like he’s been abandoned. He knows it’s irrational, he has Super Junior H to keep him occupied, but he still feels so empty inside.
All because Kyuhyun is now Kui Xian, and in China.
--
Kyuhyun misses Yesung a lot. Whenever he’s in China, he smiles for the fans, smiles for the group. But deep down inside, he’s missing Yesung, and it hurts. Zhou Mi always makes him smile though. With his silly jokes and brilliant smile, it helps Kyuhyun forget a little of the pain inside.
But Yesung isn’t with him, and he doesn’t like that.
--
Yesung calls Kyuhyun whenever he can. There are no words to express the joy that springs up in his heart whenever he hears Kyuhyun’s silky smooth voice over the phone.
“I miss you, Kyu…” Yesung says one night. There’s silence on the other end, and Yesung worries for a second that Kyuhyun has hung up, and he’s been left here, all alone.
But then he hears the quiet intake of breath and hears Kyuhyun’s quavering voice saying, “I miss you too, Yesung hyung…”
And then, Yesung almost wants to cry, because Kyuhyun wants to, and he misses his Kyuhyun so much.
--
Kyuhyun counts down the days until he can be finished with Super Junior M promotions, and head back home, to Yesung. He still tries to smile, but it’s getting harder, the longer he is away from Yesung. Ryeowook, the caring boy that he is, tries to make Kyuhyun smile by offering to play StarCraft with him, even though he’s horrible at it. Kyuhyun always accepts the offer, and it makes him laugh to see how frustrated Ryeowook gets trying to control the characters. And Ryeowook hides a secret smile behind his hand, because all he really wanted was for Kyuhyun to smile and laugh.
But then Kyuhyun thinks of something he would like to say to Yesung, and his smile drops off his face, staring intently at his game.
--
Yesung feels the jealously bubbling up in his stomach every time he watches those Chinese variety shows with Super Junior M. He growls when he sees Zhou Mi’s arm wrap around Kyuhyun, and Kyuhyun smiling sheepishly as the fans scream. The relief grows as soon as Zhou Mi releases his Kyuhyun, answering the hosts’ questions with his brilliant smile. Yesung sees what the fans and hosts do not, the sparkle dimming in Kyuhyun’s eyes, and he wonders why Zhou Mi can make Kyuhyun’s eyes shine.
--
Kyuhyun sometimes feels bad after a variety show. He knows that Yesung is probably watching, and seething with jealously every time he engages in fan service with Zhou Mi. But he can’t help it, if he tries hard enough, he can pretend that the arm wrapped around his waist is Yesung’s, that it’s Yesung’s body he is pressed against. He can’t help but be disappointed as familiar warmth leaves his side, and he remembers that it’s not Yesung he’s clinging to, but Zhou Mi.
Then he feels bad for letting Yesung see his weakness, never realizing that Yesung interprets it differently.
--
When Yesung calls Kyuhyun again, he is near tears. He’s had enough of this fan service going on between Kyuhyun and Zhou Mi.
“Yesung hyung? What’s wrong?” Kyuhyun asks, thoroughly confused.
“Kyuhyun ah,” Yesung says quietly, “what’s going on?”
“Hyung, I have no idea what you’re talking about…” Kyuhyun responds, a note of worry in his voice.
“Why are you always clinging to Zhou Mi now?” Yesung says, sorrow lacing his voice. There is silence on the other line, again, and Yesung fears the worst. “Listen, Kyu ah, if-”
“Hyung,” Kyuhyun says, his voice shaking with laughter, “do you really want to know?”
Yesung frowns, even though Kyuhyun can’t see it. “Yes…?”
Kyuhyun sighs explosively on the other end. “It’s embarrassing. Really, hyung.”
“I still want to know, I’m not sure where we stand right now…”
Kyuhyun pauses for a second. “Hyung, every time Zhou Mi hugs me, I pretend it’s you, because I miss you that much.”
“Oh.” Yesung says intelligently.
Kyuhyun chuckles, “Hyung, please don’t worry about this, okay? I miss you.”
“I miss you too, Kyu ah,” Yesung says softly. “I’m sorry for doubting you, I thought… I thought that maybe you had…”
Kyuhyun’s laughter interrupts him, and it’s infectious. Pretty soon, they’re both giggling into the phone, and Leeteuk even sticks his head into Yesung’s room, wondering what’s wrong with him.
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They’re finally back, and Kyuhyun is delighted, to say the least. Yesung is as well, if the passionate kiss he gives Kyuhyun as soon as he sees him is any indication.
“Hyung, can it not wait…?” Kyuhyun mumbles against Yesung’s lips.
“No,” Yesung says bluntly, backing Kyuhyun up to the wall.
“Can we at least go to a bedroom?” Kyuhyun protests, trying to push Yesung away. Yesung sighs, grabbing Kyuhyun’s hand and leading him into the open bedroom, which happens to be Yesung’s.
“Happy?” Yesung says, before crushing his lips to the maknae’s again.
“Mmm,” Kyuhyun murmurs as Yesung bodily backs him up and his knees hit the bed. He topples over, and Yesung falls with him, lips still connected and groins barely touching. Yesung grinds down, hard, and Kyuhyun moans at the sudden friction, fisting his hands in Yesung’s soft hair.
“Kui Xian,” Yesung hisses softly, and Kyuhyun mewls at the sound of his Chinese name. It’s erotic to hear it coming from Yesung’s lips, and Kyuhyun thrusts his hips up, eliciting a sharp groan from Yesung.
“Hyung…” Kyuhyun mutters huskily, “Take off your pants already…” With a growl, Yesung hastily complies, fingers pulling eagerly at the buckles and slipping them off his hips. Kyuhyun fumbles with his buttons, pulling his pants off and hooking his fingers in his boxers, stripping them off as well. One look tells him that Yesung is fully naked, and Yesung’s small hands yank impatiently at Kyuhyun’s shirt, tearing it off his body, until Kyuhyun’s slim body is completely bared for Yesung’s hungry eyes.
“Why…” Yesung breathes, draping himself over Kyuhyun’s naked body, “are you so sexy, Kyu?” Kyuhyun wraps his arms around Yesung’s neck, wriggling delightfully, causing friction against their hardened members.
The door opens suddenly, and a familiar high pitched voice rings through the room. “Jongwoon hyung, we’re back! Have you seen…” Ryeowook freezes abruptly. “Uh… never… mind… I’ll come back later. Bye!” He flees the room immediately. Kyuhyun groans.
“Well… that kind of spoiled the mood.”
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Fin.