766 - your MOM's a tarsiidae

Feb 25, 2010 00:13

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indigohymn February 25 2010, 07:11:20 UTC
Speaking from experience, if the class stresses you out this much, and it's making you feel this awful, it is not worth the money and it is not worth your sanity. I know exactly how you feel about fearing to be a disappointment, I felt the same way when I couldn't handle my anatomy class, I felt like I was just being weak and stupid. But my mom kept telling me that that's not how it is at all - it's just not something you can handle right now. You're not a disappointment in any way, shape, or form, and you know, looking back on it, it's so much better to know what you can handle than to force yourself to get through something that's just not worth it ( ... )

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tsukude February 25 2010, 07:37:38 UTC
I'm gonna talk about it with my mom and my counselor this week, I think. I wish I could just say "forget the money" but I'm sort of on 100% loans and I'd have to do a similar class eventually someday, so that's like... paying for the same class two times, and I don't know if I can really afford to :(

whine whine lol

Thank you for the sound advice, though. I really appreciate it. I know my health should come first. It's just so hard feeling like I'm... so disabled, haha. I've been on such a good streak with school since tenth grade and now to hit a brick wall like this is certainly breaking my ego lol. But I think you have the better idea here. :)

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indigohymn February 25 2010, 16:09:14 UTC
Awww I definitely understand that kind of constraint. But like I said, if you do have to stay on, don't stress yourself out too much about it. It's not worth it.

I know exactly what you mean about feeling disabled. That's how I felt deciding to come home. I should be able to handle this, blah blah, etc. And it's easy for someone to stand on the outside of that and say that it isn't true. But really, you're having to fight your own mind and thoughts and feelings to function everyday, and that is really, really hard, and that takes priority over classes. Classes you can always come back to and redo, you know?

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