thinking stuff
Long time no updates. I've been giving my paper journal some love.
I like music. I reorganized my Zen today. It needed it. You can't really do full albums all the time with only 8GB. So now I have bunches of new things I haven't listened to in forever on it. We'll see how long before my completeness bug makes me go back to the old way. Music is surprisingly colorful. I have noticed that I associate colors with music all the time... They seem kinda random... Savage Garden and Peter Gabriel for example, are clearly blue. Third Eye Blind is an orange-y red kinda thing. Most of the music I've been listening to lately (Unheilig, Eisbrecher, Kamelot, etc.) is a deeper blue, almost black... Zeppelin is forever yellow. =) Just thoughts.
I've seen lots of movies lately. I didn't have to pay for any of them. =) Saw Wolverine (bad, but still fun), Star Trek (awesome!), and Terminator (frustrating, with many mixed feelings). I think that is the most movies I have seen in a month since MTBI. Weird. I also finished watching Buffy. All seven seasons are done now. Wow. And I've read most of season eight. Haha.
Goo Goo Dolls are red too. I think it's a blood thing.
My philosophy teachers invited me and my classmate to dinner. I guess it's not weird, since we're the only two in the class. But it still feels a bit odd. Probably since it's one of the only social things I've done all term. I like being around people, but it seems like a lot of effort... I don't think I'm really into that. I have my family, our kid friends, and my big three, and those are the only people I've really had the energy to try to be with lately. But part of me is sad, because I would like to go farther than that sometimes. But my sick makes me tired. =P
I have been doing a bit better. The meds have been working out, so perhaps I will be off prednisone someday. Hopefully it will just be 10mg for my trip, and then even less when Nick visits. That would be something like a miracle. The real goal is to be off this shit by the end of the year. =)
Bed times.
My ghost likes to travel so far in the unknown
My ghost likes to travel so deep into your space
Growing up, growing up,
Looking for a place to live
My ghost likes to travel
Moving inside of your space
My ghost likes to travel
Moving inside
My ghost likes to travel
Moving inside of your space
The breathing stops, I don't know when
In transition once again
Such a struggle getting through these changes
And it all seems so absurd
To be flying like a bird
When I do not feel Ive really landed here
I like music. I reorganized my Zen today. It needed it. You can't really do full albums all the time with only 8GB. So now I have bunches of new things I haven't listened to in forever on it. We'll see how long before my completeness bug makes me go back to the old way. Music is surprisingly colorful. I have noticed that I associate colors with music all the time... They seem kinda random... Savage Garden and Peter Gabriel for example, are clearly blue. Third Eye Blind is an orange-y red kinda thing. Most of the music I've been listening to lately (Unheilig, Eisbrecher, Kamelot, etc.) is a deeper blue, almost black... Zeppelin is forever yellow. =) Just thoughts.
I've seen lots of movies lately. I didn't have to pay for any of them. =) Saw Wolverine (bad, but still fun), Star Trek (awesome!), and Terminator (frustrating, with many mixed feelings). I think that is the most movies I have seen in a month since MTBI. Weird. I also finished watching Buffy. All seven seasons are done now. Wow. And I've read most of season eight. Haha.
Goo Goo Dolls are red too. I think it's a blood thing.
My philosophy teachers invited me and my classmate to dinner. I guess it's not weird, since we're the only two in the class. But it still feels a bit odd. Probably since it's one of the only social things I've done all term. I like being around people, but it seems like a lot of effort... I don't think I'm really into that. I have my family, our kid friends, and my big three, and those are the only people I've really had the energy to try to be with lately. But part of me is sad, because I would like to go farther than that sometimes. But my sick makes me tired. =P
I have been doing a bit better. The meds have been working out, so perhaps I will be off prednisone someday. Hopefully it will just be 10mg for my trip, and then even less when Nick visits. That would be something like a miracle. The real goal is to be off this shit by the end of the year. =)
Bed times.
My ghost likes to travel so far in the unknown
My ghost likes to travel so deep into your space
Growing up, growing up,
Looking for a place to live
My ghost likes to travel
Moving inside of your space
My ghost likes to travel
Moving inside
My ghost likes to travel
Moving inside of your space
The breathing stops, I don't know when
In transition once again
Such a struggle getting through these changes
And it all seems so absurd
To be flying like a bird
When I do not feel Ive really landed here