sexuality meme stolen from paperwinds
The Easy Part
What is your ...
1. Name: Kiyoha
2. Age: Probably between eighteen and twenty. I'm not really sure, to be honest, but it doesn't matter much.
3. Sex: Female.
4. Gender Identity: Female.
5. Sexual Orientation: Before I came to the new ukiyo, I would have said without a doubt that I would only sleep with men, but now I think I could have sex with a woman if she paid. Women rarely come calling for me, though.
The Functional Part
6. Let’s talk virginity. Have you lost yours? If yes, how was the experience? If no, how do you feel about it?
I lost it a long time ago. The Honorable Retiree was the one to buy it, which later, I'm rather grateful for. We were already friends, and it ended up being more like a lesson than anything. He taught me a lot about what to say and how to do things so that clients would like the experience the most. Ah, though... I suppose it's worth saying that I didn't always consider the Honorable Retiree my first. The first and last man that I loved had a sexual encounter with me before the mizuage, but that passion made me stupid. I don't think of it much anymore.
7. Are you sexually active? How much so? Are you comfortable with your level of sexual activity?
What a silly question. I'm a prostitute, so of course I have a lot of sex. I don't have sex every night usually, but at least three or four times a week. I think it's reasonable.
8. Do you masturbate? How often and, if applicable, to what?
Not really. Sometimes, if the client is bad, I'll be feeling frustrated so I might finish up for myself once he's asleep, but that doesn't usually happen. If he sucks, I don't let him come visit again.
9. Promiscuity: How many sexual partners have you had? Ideally, would you get around more/less if you could? Do you have strong feelings about others’ promiscuity/lack thereof?
This is another stupid question. I don't keep track of how many, but it's probably in the hundreds. I had more random people visit in Yoshiwara than I do in this new ukiyo. I don't know if I would really stop, though. It's how I make money, so I can't, but I just don't really care.
10. Safe sex: Do you practice it? Do you know how?
Apparently I don't know how, since this means nothing to me.
11. Do you now have or have you ever had an STD? Have you ever gotten or gotten someone else pregnant? If yes to either, how did this affect you? How anxious do these risks make you about sex?
STD? I'm afraid I'm not familiar with this either. But, ah, yes, I've gotten pregnant a few times before. It's just an unfortunate part of the job. But I did the normal thing, the prayers, medicine and jumping off the light steps. They all miscarried early, so I think I was lucky. I do think about possibly getting pregnant a lot, but I try not to think about it when it happens.
12. Let’s be frank: How good are you in bed? How good do you think you are? How comfortable are you with your sexual performance?
I don't mean to brag, but I'm quite good. Any man that buys my time that I like will come back again and again until I have every ryo he has.
The Fantasy Part
13. Physically speaking, what do you find attractive in a potential sex partner?
I like really manly men. Samurai that still practice have my favorite kind of body, and even though I hate talking to them, I always have the best time for myself with them. It's the muscles, I think.
14. What about mentally/emotionally? What kind of attitude or personality turns you on? Why?
I like gentle and kind people. It's... a bit odd, but I do like having someone to occasionally confide in. An artist's personality is really the kind that I like the most, but them being a little down to Earth isn't bad either. But I'd be lying to say that I don't like anyone that sees me as more than another whore.
15. Do you prefer to be on the top or the bottom or neither? Are you generally dominant, submissive, or neither? How does this relate to your personality out of bed, if at all?
It depends on who I'm with. I let them take the role they want and just play the opposite. So, naturally, I tend to be submissive more often, but I like being dominant on occasion. Ah, but I do like to be on top, like he's laying on his back and I'm sitting on top of it? That position is the best for me.
16. How important is your partner’s satisfaction to you and why? Are you needy/demanding/giving/etc.? Is romance or emotional connection important to you in sex?
It's the most important, since they pay more if they really liked it. If I like them, I'll even put his whole cock in my mouth, which is apparently really rare with other girls. That really drives them wild, so the practice was worth it. But I don't care about any romance. Romance is bad for business.
17. Are you vanilla or kinky? If the former, how comfortable with/aware of non-vanilla sex are you? If the latter, what are your major kinks? How did you discover them, and how do you feel about them?
I'm aware of kinkier sex, but I don't participate often. My clients are quite traditional, so they're fairly boring. There's one client that really likes kinbaku, but I don't really get it. He just likes seeing me tied up like that, and pays double for it, so I can't complain.
18. What turns you off? Why?
I hate when they cum on my face, or in my hair, and it gets me out of the moment right away because I have to think about getting my hair done the next day or redoing my makeup. My regular clients know not to do that, but new ones make that mistake a lot.
19. How active is your fantasy life? How often/how vividly do you fantasize about sex? Describe a fantasy situation for you.
It barely exists. I rarely think about sex, though that may be hard to believe. It's just a job, so I don't get too invested in it. Ah, though I do fantasize about getting married to a gentle-hearted samurai after eloping, and having sex under the cherry blossom trees in the moonlight. That's disgustingly romantic, isn't it? It's based on a dream I once had, though.
Some Gritty Details Part
20. Talk about your sexual awakening. How old were you when it happened? Who/what was the first thing that aroused you? How did it affect you emotionally?
I really understood sex when I was tending to Shouhi-oiran. I'd fallen asleep waiting for her to finish with her client, but I woke up hearing all of these screams and moans. I thought he was hurting her! But when I opened the screen, I saw Shouhi-oiran on top of him, and she turned back and smiled right at me. It didn't arouse me at all, but that's when I really realized what it was I was going to be doing. As for when I was first aroused... That was Soujirou-sama. His sucking on my nipple and playing with my breasts was enough for me to almost get off myself. He stopped right before, though.
21. Have you ever done/fantasized about anything sexually that you’re earnestly ashamed of? What was it? Would you do it again?
I did fantasize having sex with a woman once before, and it was one of the few times I actually masturbated. I don't think I would do it again, though. It just was sort of spur of the moment, so who knows if it'll come up again.
22. Have you ever committed a sex crime? Have you ever been the victim of one? In either case, if yes, how did this affect you?
Ah, I suppose I've been the victim. Sometimes clients get a little too drunk and are rough with the sex, so I guess that's rape. I don't really care about it, though. It just happens every once in a while and just means that you take a break for a few days for down there to feel better.
23. Is there anything about your sex life or sexual preferences that you would never tell anyone? How sexually open/repressed are you in general? Why?
I'd never tell anyone about my miscarrages. That's something only for the household to know about and never speak of. Otherwise, if someone asks, I'll bluntly tell them anything.
24. How do you feel about sex, morally speaking? Beyond the basics, are there any sexual areas - homosexuality, prostitution, whatever - that you have strong, moral reactions to? Where do those come from?
It's just sex, to me. There's no love in it, and prostitution is just a job poor girls get sold into. It's sad, but inevitable. Ah, though, I'm not really comfortable with homosexuality. That's an uncomfortable thing that samurai disgrace themselves with.
25. If you could change one thing about your sex life, would you, what would it be, and why?
I'd like to quit working in the ukiyo one day, but I don't know if I'll be able to. I feel like I'll retire in a few years to become a Madam, but I have this weird feeling that I'll die before then. It's actually really rare for oiran to live very long if they don't get married, since they get kicked out if they're not terribly successful.