My worries, my friends, my pain

[tsuzuki_asato_]

Last night I ran into Chidori (fangirladvocate) last night when I was walking Byakko. It seems like she finally found out the name of that guy who knows more about bombs than ordering food in Eternity Café. He’s called “Sousuke” (sternlook). Chidori thinks that he is at CrossU after her. I hope she is ok…she does have really strange company.




I also met Cagali-san (cagaorb) and Lacus-san (lacus_sakura). They were both new to the university and haven’t met many people around. They are really nice people! Lacus-san carries a pink toy called Haro with her all the time! It’s so cute! I talked to Lacus-san a bit. She explained what being different mean to her…I appreciate that. It made me feel a bit better.

I haven’t seen Tseng-sensei (tseng_jingdi) or Najica-san (najicahiiragi) for over a week…I wonder if they are all right. I really wish one of them will contact me and tell me they are fine. I can’t stand it anymore. I am so useless. Why can’t I help the people I care about?

A couple of my friends are leaving this weekend…Mitsuki-chan (furumoon) is going back to Japan indefinitely on Sunday. She said she’ll return…but she doesn’t know when…so I guess it may be a long time before I see her again. Tatsumi (tatsumi_sensei) is also going away. He didn’t tell me why though…he just left a note with me saying he’s gone for the weekend. Tsukiyono (tsukiyonoomikun) is going back to the orphanage. He left Conrad with me. Byakko is pretty happy to have a companion for the weekend.

Aoyagi… (belovedseimei) is this the price of living a lie…? But a lie…it’s better than having everyone know the truth. It’s better to live the lie.

I wonder if it is me. Maybe I am the one who is driving everyone away. Maybe I am the cause of everyone’s problems. Will it be better if I don’t exist?


(*Mun too lazy to look up logs for pic urls*)

Cagali


Chidori


Chidori & Sagara

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Lacus



Lacus & Cagali


Najica


Omi




Tatsumi



Tatsumi & Tsuzuki


Tsuzuki