why am i being tested so bad right now? im to weak of a person to have all this shit at once. I must be a pretty bad person to just have all this shit layed out on me like this. I dont think I will be able to trust anyone ever again. I guess i make myself a target by giving off all these weak signals. how can someone lie so much? can you really ( Read more... )

You never looked so good ( Read more... )

i just give up. i dont think i can do anything right.

coming back tomorrow!! cant wait to be with all u losers! lol jp. i missed everyone:(

my head is killing me and i may throw up any min. i guess ill just be brining my water bottle along for new years because i feel like shit.

well toronto is fun. met some cool new kids lol.

its weird how ppl are a lot nicer when u go to a new area.

i miss watching pistons games.

u of m was straight. had a good time. it made me a little more excited about college bc ppl were so much friendlier. i still dont know if i wanna go away though. im such a baby! im not ready to grow up, i have so many needs ( Read more... )

this week is going by so slow, i just want it to be the weekend already. im going to u of m at dianes with sue. i hope i am respobsible and smart ( Read more... )

shit. fuck. damnit.

some shit that i do is so unnecesary.

k. pitys not good. just start over.

:)

aw laguna beach is over and season 3 doesnt start untill the summer. why did they tell me now if its that far away. im not a patient person ( Read more... )

I just feel like....

something is missing.

i dont know