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[ttpoyi]

I feel extremely conflicted. Which is terrible because I never feel like that. I'm usually on top of things and I know what I'm doing without(or with minimal) question. I feel like I should really be doing something. Something big, something good. But I feel a bit...worthless?...right now. Except when it comes to Jini, because I guess we sorta

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[phrenology_tea]

It's called Existential Psychology. Dealing with the inevitable struggles of life; the most predominate example being the search for a meaning in life. You just have to accept there are going to be problems like that in life and figure them out. Doesn't mean you're unstable at all.

Why does it matter that other people can't see your own, internal talents? Why should you have to reveal yourself to them and make yourself available? In the end, everything comes down to you; not other people.

In Buddhism, friends are supposed to help one find one's way in life-- not find it for them or provide a way of life. There's a difference between helping and providing on a silver platter.

Why let yourself be held back by other people?

Why am I writing like eight paragraphs on someone whom I've never met's LJ?

[ttpoyi]

whoa I wrote that almost 7 months ago

Yeah I actually don't think like that at all anymore. Weird.

I know who you are...generally.

[phrenology_tea]

Noticed.

And whoa, you do? I live half way across the country. -fame?- It's good your mindset has changed, provided it's for the better.