where am i

[tttsnb182]

the only person who i know that has one of these is you amy,im in college im working and driving things ive never done im honestly afraid on how to balance it all and try to maintain something that resembles a social life something that i never really had in the first place i guess this is a good change cause i hated how i was before this,im tired,

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yayness i am with my raggamuffin right now as i type. . . i am so happy right now, except for my festering lip but we'll not speak of that. i got nothin', absolutely nothin', could you not tell ?? ohhhh yeah

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[tttsnb182]

yes this was definetly the best day ive had in the longest time,but what we were talking about in the car about how you felt like you werent doing anything,im going to college and i consider it a waste of my time,like i said times before you are the strongest person i know everyone has their moments but things will come together for you,for the longest time ive been doing nothing but know i am working and going to school and driving and this is the happiest ive been since i dont remeber.im not happy about the school but yeah,i know you dont want me to join the army and honestly idk if i will it would get me closer to becoming a cop,like i said before ive found safety in this lonliness,im scared of what the future will bring me but all i know for certain is that youll always be there and youll always be my sugarhunny,this point in time is always the hardest driving away from it doesnt make sense why would i want to drive away from you.im glad joe drove home with me because i probably would have put donnie darko music on during the ride