Do i need to start pushing little old ladies in front of busses or somthing?!

Jul 19, 2006 01:11

Well here we go!


It seems I just cant win recently. I know I say this a lot, but the story is always the same. As most of you know, I have been going after this girl named Isobel. Well she turned me down once a few weeks ago, but I did not let it stop me really. Just a minor set back you know? Then yesterday she asks me if I want to hang out with her after work today. Of course, I say yes. So I call her on my lunch, no answer. Well no biggie considering she had the day off and it was the ungodly hour of 12pm. So I call her when I get off work and nothing. So I was out running errands for my dad and I figure, “Meh im only a few blocks away I will just pop in and say hi” So I stop by and she had forgotten about me! So I helped her mom with a few things. Oh yeah her mother adores me for some reason. Anyway, we get going and we have a blast. Then she uses my phone, makes a call, and her cousin shows up. She then tells me she is going to leave with him now. When I look hurt, she says not too feel bad. I make a great friend but she is looking for a bad boy and that I should know that. Then she goes on to say that is just where she is in her life now. Then she leaves. I guess it could have been worse; she could have just had some random guy come. I thought she was different.

Still what the hell do I need to do? She is the fourth girl to say I make an amazing friend but im just not their type. Do I need to start mugging tourists? Hijacking busloads of orphans? Treating girls like shit? Be a morally bankrupt ass whole and go after taken girls? Turn into some wigger poser? Seriously, it seems like all the jackasses have girls, and the girls say they wish their boyfriends were more like me. How does that make any kind of sense? Seriously im like Michel Jordan playing baseball. I just keep striking out with little hope of it ending soon. *sigh* well I finally got my promotion so that will have to be enough to keep me going in the mean time.

PS: Birthday update coming tomorrow!
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