Lindsay is the biggest poo head in the world.....she will not go to 7-11 or the Crack Shack with me. All I want is some candy a little chocolate in my life is all I need but she just wants me to die a cold and lonely death with out the love of candy! Well I guess I must go and cry myself through the rest of the day.

Wish me luck!

Is there a kernel of truth to this? Makes you think huh? LOL I was bored before class and I remembered this. It was fun :-D ( Read more... )

Ok I had to let this out in a vent before it drives me crazy. Lindsay, last night, wouldn't let me read her journal. The thing is I don't really care what she writes it's just the fact that there's paragraphs of things that she can't talk to me about but can let everyone else know. Which leads me to believe it is things about me she's not saying or ( Read more... )

I feel like doing things I shoudn't right now. I feel like getting shit faced and cutting all the hurt away. I don't know what's going on but i'm feeling so low right now. I just want to die. Is there hope for anything? What's the point of living? I can't stop crying and I just keep huddling on my couch hopeing to be held. It hurts so bad. A pain ( Read more... )

Lol so there's the rocky horror picture show and the cast in it. There is too much drama in that production. I would chalk it up to theatre but OMG too much. I have so much school work to do and I really don't want to do it. I have to write a paper and it's really late I just don't feel like getting to it. I'm with Lindsay and I love it but it's ( Read more... )

there's a guy where i'm supposed to sleep throwing up. I wasn't going to drink. i was going to stay with lindsay but that didn't happen lol. i drank a little i'm going to play a game with melissa in a second. this guy is still throwing up and i have to find a place to sleep. back to the fun talk to everyone later i had to share the icky story!

I had the best night last night. Well I did because I got to be there and be supportive for lindsay. I hate that i'm not smart enough to help her with her school work. I'm going to be there for her no matter what and I hope she truely knows that. I love waking up to her in the morning. I love when she falls asleep in my arms the night before. I ( Read more... )

ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't stop crying again. I can't stop thinking that she's using me. She pretty much told me that she cuddled with jeslynn just like she does me. Her reasoning is that she's just friends with both of us. Anyone else see it as having your cake and eating it too? She said she loves me and I have never had any reason to doubt her. ( Read more... )

I am still in a pretty good mood but I can't love the one I do. We just need to be friends for now. I've told many people I believe she is my soul mate so no matter how much time it takes I truely believe that we will be together and I have all the faith in that. She needs to figure out who she is and what's going on. I hope she'll let me be there ( Read more... )

Look up....way up....you see that cloud? Well that's cloud nine....do you see that little dot on it? Well that's me lol I'm feeling great today...I love the cutest girl in the world and I have to look for a job. Today is going to be a good one!