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tuck_it_in06

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Jun 16, 2004 11:45

i no longer have a father around. i wonder what life would be like if he was still here. i wonder what he would be doing right now, or what he would think about what's going on in the world. i wonder if i'll ever get to see him again. i'm afraid that i won't. what if there is nothing after life, and i will never have another chance to tell my dad ( Read more... )

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k_funkmuchacho June 16 2004, 14:25:32 UTC

I love you Emily

octoberingflame June 16 2004, 18:56:42 UTC

chuanito June 16 2004, 21:30:06 UTC

I'm sorry for your loss, but it clearly has made you a better being. I remember hearing about his passing last year. At that time, I knew neither you nor your brother, so it was just one of those things you hear about. I was reminded of your reality when I was at your house, seeing your mother and wondering where your father was, until I realized that he was the very person I had heard about.

That was very sweet of you to write that in memory of him. I got teary before I finished the first paragraph. I guess I'm just a softy, haha. I'm certain your dad's very proud of you, too.

I love you bonfire231 June 17 2004, 17:27:56 UTC

Emily that was... amazing... I could never have the heart to write something like that. You are such a strong person. There are very few people who can look back on the memories and be thankful for what they had and not grieve for what they didn't get.

Anyway... you are going to make me cry... hehe

I love you so much and am so excited for us being Captains next year!!!

captain_bukkake June 18 2004, 16:43:53 UTC

that made me cry, in a good way. i've never heard you open up like that before. that was one of the sweetest things i have ever read. i hope you have it saved somewhere.

i wonder the same things about the after life a lot too. i think that's why death scares me so much, having this thought in the back of my head that it is simply the end. you just kind of have to shove that thinking aside, because it does no good.

i'm really glad you have all those memories, and that you're thankful for all the time you two did have together. i wish things like that never had to happen, but unfuckingfortunately we wouldn't understand happiness if we were never sad.