every once in a while, things will be going pretty good, and then all of a sudden i'll realize.. holy shit.. i'm not gonna be home for another like 3 and a half weeks, and this trip isn't even halfway over. and i get all nervous and start sweating and feel all vertigo and whatnot. or i'll see a group of friends and get really mad and fucking hate ( Read more... )

( give me a camel please. )

big family blow up number one.
i took sanctuary by a nearby brook.
mini golf explosion.
scream yell shutup.
i hopped the fence to safety.
but i was never really safe.
i love south dakota.
and family cross-country trips.

( huge photo update <3 )

it's 1230 and im sitting on the bathroom floor of my motel room completely miserable. i don't want to be here anymore. i just want to fucking come home. i just want to see dennis and jackie and jess and hang out with everyone like i should be doing. i just want to be with kali so bad. and none of that can fucking happen. i'm stuck in the ( Read more... )

everyone post at least one cd that you're listening to right now.

seeing as how i have a ten hour drive to south dakota, i feel like compiling a list of my favorite all time albums and why they are my favorite. so i'm just gonna go through my itunes in alphabetical order and write my favorites and why they are my favorites. i don't give a shit if you don't feel like reading it. by all means, skip through it. ( Read more... )

i am in the loneliest states in america. we drove out of ohio, through indiana, and now we're in illinois, about to cross the mississippi into iowa. yeah, it's bad enough to get me listening to bright eyes again for the fist time on the trip since the first day. it's that miserable. these states just have an atmosphere that is just... lonely? ( Read more... )

it was ( 90 east )

i cannot stand to be around my family for another second. i'm not kidding. i'm crawling in my fucking skin. i need to be alone. or with my fucking friends. or with anyone. this is too long to be around the same group of people. i am flipping out. everyone needs to shut the fuck up.