mmmm prom was actually a good time. i love dennis. that's all i have to say. and wow. do i like you.

prom is tonight. fuck prom. i dont want to go. we were opening up for MAHI MAHI. MAHI fucking MAHI! and then lightning bolt! but no. nothing now. because i have to go to my fucking prom. and i can't even go to jackie's prom either! jackie fucking alexander. my BEST FRIEND jackie. but no. fucking mount saint charles academy prom. this ( Read more... )

tonight is a night to listen to death cab for the first time in a while and catch up on my ljs. no[thing has been happening in anyone's lives besides the regular ambiguities. kali, kayla, and jess came over today and gossiped with max and my mom. it was quite amusing ( Read more... )

spent all day making working on my room. i have a sweet new bed.

( apparently, i like red now. )

spent the whole day doing nothing but becoming obsessed with tiny hawks and shooting myself in a spiral down into nothingness and musical desolation. i cannot do anything expressive, creative, willing, good, bad, or form ideas into anything tangible/literate. i have lost 39% of my friends by isolating myself in my room and killing myself via ( Read more... )

so i did something today that i have thought about doing for a long time. i finally talked to kyla. and it was fine. i hope she doesn't hate me anymore, because i don't hate her. it's over, and im glad that we talked, even if it was just online for a few minutes. she's a good kid, regardless of what i've said in the past ( Read more... )

im exhausted. today has been a day of losses that should mean nothing to me but do. i lost the election for secretary. i lost the volleyball game. i shouldn't care but i do. people in our grade our idiots. thats all i have to say ( Read more... )

well, i have been recording for hours a night for the past two weeks. i just opened up an account at ourmedia.org, so i should have that up in the coming weeks. im partially satisfied with about 30 seconds of the hours of music i have recorded. but i'll take it. we will see.. we will see.

im effing exhausted. oh boy. what a night, what a night. i really dont know what to say about it. basically, i love casey belisle. he is the man.

no one is innocent anymore. but its not a bad thing. we're all growing up.

i had a wonderful time.

me and my mom are driving 100 miles west to buy me a bed today. should be interesting. i have sweet myspace pix now.