I did something today that I haven't done in awhile. I just sat and thought (pause for laughter). To put it a bit more clearly I sat and thought about, in a way, nothing. When was the last time you let your mind wander where ever it chose to go? For me its a rare thing because all to often I lack the time to really do so for more than a bare few ( Read more... )

Where to begin? Well first off, does anyone out there think its wierd to send ones kids over to find out whether or not someone you think you like is there? I kow odd question, but if you really want to know the full story ask morpheus, I suspect that his commentary on the matter will be far more amusing ( Read more... )

No philosophical ramblings for, or from, me tongiht. partly because theres nothing new brewing in my brain just yet, and partly because letting my mind get going like that isn't productive to sleeping. Working the Nickleback show on the 16. Go me ( Read more... )

I know sounds impossible at best right? Would have said that myself a few minutes ago. I was reading a few posts on here though, and caught myself thinking you know he has a point. Now before my readers get their hopes up, no that does not mean I'm going to convert. Actually if anything the opposite is true. You see I've long held the belief ( Read more... )

A few posts earlier I mentioned feeling as if I were sitting in the calm before the storm. Seems I was right. To continue the metaphor the clouds have gathered, turned black, and I can see the first flashes of lightining overhead. All to soon things will break and the downpour will begin. I know atleast partly what form this one will take, but ( Read more... )

Things are finally starting to make sense again, and what a pleasent change that is. I recently fought back my paronia and swallowed my pride, those of you who know me no doubt realize the difficulty of my doing either much less both, and the results have been wonderous ( Read more... )

Been a few days since I wrote anything, mostly because I had frighteningly little to say that was of any worth. But today has been a good day, what little i have been concious for anyway. I've got to find a less comfortable spot to read ( Read more... )

Feeling remarkably calm and detached as I write this. Though I've no idea why I'm certainly glad for the reprieve. Still though, I can't quite shake the nagging feeling thats this is little more than the calm before the storm. One of those brief moments that allow you to see things clearly right before someone or something tries to flush it all ( Read more... )

Sometimes I forget certain realities and start thinking "boy it'd be nice to have a child of my own." Then I come to my senses and usually utter something akin to what the hell was I thinking?. The damnedest thing though is that its not that I don't like children, quite to the contrary actually. Its just thatI like them in small managable doses ( Read more... )

I hate days like these. The kind of days that even my own body seems to have turned against me ( Read more... )