i just finished tidying up my room.   i have decided that as long as i have "stuff" i want to be a messy person.  not messy like "post-typhoon" messy, messy like "collected clutter and lived life" messy.  part of me wants to throw away everything i own.  everything, except maybe for a pair of jeans, a tee shirt and sweatshirt, a pair of socks, a ( Read more... )

i just finished tidying up my room.   i have decided that as long as i have "stuff" i want to be a messy person.  not messy like "post-typhoon" messy, messy like "collected clutter and lived life" messy.  part of me wants to throw away everything i own.  everything, except maybe for a pair of jeans, a tee shirt and sweatshirt, a pair of socks, a ( Read more... )

i've decided that if i ever write something worth reading it will be about anything but writing. seriously. maybe poetry is okay, i guess, but no one in my important novel will write a goddamned thing. i don't know why i've decided this. i just know i get unduly frustrated by characters that are writers when they should own some other ( Read more... )

send yourself a little time capsule: FutureMe.org

wow, it has been a long time. how are you all doing in cyberspace ( Read more... )

i've been neglecting this journal. i'd apologize, but that'd be insincere because i'm really not that sorry.

i currently have this obsession with finding all of my old emo poetry and reading it. wow, it is glorious. i wrote a lot of it, too. i like reading a poem and thinking "god, that is terrible!" and remembering how at one point i ( Read more... )

moved out of AU today. now i'm at my grandma's house in MD. we packed everything, but there was a wait for a cart, so we just carried everything downstairs. right when we finished carrying it all down, the cart was ready. whatever. we got it all into the car and left. we spent a couple hours at my grandmother's house when i realized i still ( Read more... )

the weather is so nice. i'm sitting out on the quad type-typing and sorta-studying ( Read more... )

so, it's finals, which everyone knows is incredibly lame. i have this stupid final paper to write for Brit Lit that i have lots of ideas for but just can't seem to make work. i don't think i've ever had this much trouble writing a paper. i sat in the SoHo Cafe today for 3 hours and came out with a page of brainstorming but no actual product. i ( Read more... )

oh my god i feel crazy! my mind is like... like... zoom! i don't even know ( Read more... )