J-bop
I haven't posted here in ages - I think I'm going to make a new account, I'm bored of this user name...
I'm now living in England, I have been since August 21st - just over two months and it doesn't seem long at all, then again... at times it seems it's been ages.
I had a really hard week last week - we had some money lost in a scam on EGay (lovely) and it was about $400.00! We only found out yesterday that we're going to get it back (joy).
That caused us a lot of shit together.
(Love Alert - Gay Moment Begining)
It really is a shame that we fight to get out our agressions toward other people. I know he loves me - that why when he gets up for work he wakes me with "too many" kisses.
I know I love him, too - and it's real love, not that day in day out crap.
(End Gay Moment)
This will be the first year of my 21 years of life that I have not done something on Halloween - that's sad.
I'm thinking Lee might find me a little surprise or something to make up for it - he said he feels bad that I have no one to have a Halloween-bash with here. We already did the Halloween thing, tho'. Our picture was taken for the paper - more fun, no?
He's so easy to talk to (another moment) when we're on an even-keel; we usually are, but this past week was pretty bad for fights.
It's partly my fault and I am damn well aware of that! I drag things out 'til I am happy with the result. Or rather 'til I have said all I can say.
I need to give that shit up - let it be. But I'd say our bad streak has ended.
For all the faults we have, we're perfect - perfect fights, perfect sex and best friends all in one. Even when we fight I still love him - even when I want to kill him, I still love him and I would to death, even if I caused it. *le sigh* I should have named this blog 'Love Fest' as that's what it's turning into.
I never have all this amount of happy-sappy love inside me. I'll have to do another blog when I come down off this high so everyone can see my pretty rollercoaster.
I hope my Halloween film is done downloading by tonight. It's 'Halloween II' - classic horror. My favorite line of movies has always been the Halloween films; tho' a lot of others come strikingly close.
I've also downloaded another of the new horro sub-genre 'Raw Feed'; it's called Rest Stop and says to be a bit of a splatter and not much more - even if the movie is said to be shit I MUST see it if it is horror (dork).
So I may end up posting in here more, it would be good for me, I think - better than locking it all in and blowing up at random moments because someone stepped on my new boots.
Well, that is a damn good reason!
I'm going to pig out on chips now.
...And watch Blackadder.
I'm now living in England, I have been since August 21st - just over two months and it doesn't seem long at all, then again... at times it seems it's been ages.
I had a really hard week last week - we had some money lost in a scam on EGay (lovely) and it was about $400.00! We only found out yesterday that we're going to get it back (joy).
That caused us a lot of shit together.
(Love Alert - Gay Moment Begining)
It really is a shame that we fight to get out our agressions toward other people. I know he loves me - that why when he gets up for work he wakes me with "too many" kisses.
I know I love him, too - and it's real love, not that day in day out crap.
(End Gay Moment)
This will be the first year of my 21 years of life that I have not done something on Halloween - that's sad.
I'm thinking Lee might find me a little surprise or something to make up for it - he said he feels bad that I have no one to have a Halloween-bash with here. We already did the Halloween thing, tho'. Our picture was taken for the paper - more fun, no?
He's so easy to talk to (another moment) when we're on an even-keel; we usually are, but this past week was pretty bad for fights.
It's partly my fault and I am damn well aware of that! I drag things out 'til I am happy with the result. Or rather 'til I have said all I can say.
I need to give that shit up - let it be. But I'd say our bad streak has ended.
For all the faults we have, we're perfect - perfect fights, perfect sex and best friends all in one. Even when we fight I still love him - even when I want to kill him, I still love him and I would to death, even if I caused it. *le sigh* I should have named this blog 'Love Fest' as that's what it's turning into.
I never have all this amount of happy-sappy love inside me. I'll have to do another blog when I come down off this high so everyone can see my pretty rollercoaster.
I hope my Halloween film is done downloading by tonight. It's 'Halloween II' - classic horror. My favorite line of movies has always been the Halloween films; tho' a lot of others come strikingly close.
I've also downloaded another of the new horro sub-genre 'Raw Feed'; it's called Rest Stop and says to be a bit of a splatter and not much more - even if the movie is said to be shit I MUST see it if it is horror (dork).
So I may end up posting in here more, it would be good for me, I think - better than locking it all in and blowing up at random moments because someone stepped on my new boots.
Well, that is a damn good reason!
I'm going to pig out on chips now.
...And watch Blackadder.