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Really Long Survey (over 200)What is your name?:..Cydney. God, I hope you know that, if you're reading this. :P Are you named after anyone?:Don't think so. What's your screename?:Tug My Jersey Would you name a child of yours after you?:Nope, they need their own name to be their own person. If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:Coleman Clarke Wilson Proctor If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:Umm.. I don't know. I like my name. Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:Sydney, Sidney, Cindy are the major ones. Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:So i'd just be Cydney? No way. BasicsYour gender::Female. Straight/Gay/Bi::I like them boys. Single?:Nuh-uh. It feels so weird typing that. If not, do you want to be?:NO! Birthdate::September 28th, 1990 Your age::Do the math ;P... I'm 15. Age you act::Depends. You tell me. Age you wish you were::Meh. 16? Your height::5'6 1/2" Eye color::Blue Happy with it?:Wha kind of question is that? Even if I wasn't, I'm stuck with it. But I am. Hair color::Brownish reddish. Happy with it?:Yeah. Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::Righty! Your living arrangement::With teh family. Your family::Steve, Deborah, Mackenzie. Have any pets?:Nope. Whats your job?:I work as a wrapper/cashier in a bakery. I may get a new job at the library soon, and I'm also, first and foremost, a student. Piercings?:None. Not even my ears. Tattoos?:Not yet... Obsessions?:CURLING Addictions?:CURLING Do you speak another language?:Un peut de francais. Have a favorite quote?:A lot. "Laughter is cheap medicine." Do you have a webpage?:10/10:30 school/work nights, whenever, any other time Deep Thoughts About Life and You in itDo you live in the moment?:I try do, I don;t how how good I am at it. I need to do it more, because the fiture can't be controled. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:No, not really. Do you have any secrets?:Probably a few. Nothing major. Do you hate yourself?:Not normally. Do you like your handwriting?:It's okay if I'm being careful and not hen-scratching. Do you have any bad habits?:I worry a lot. And my parents think I'm a cocky bitch. What is the compliment you get from most people?:Just that I'm an all around good kid (from my parent's friends) or how nice my teeth are. YAY braces! If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:Ummm... I'm not sure. a movie about my life woul;d be boring, thus far. What's your biggest fear?:Honeslty? Losing my loved ones... and clowns. Can you sing?:Physically, i can sing. like, my larnyx makes those noises. But they sound awful. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:I don't think so. That's like.. uncool. Are you a loner?:Sometimes. Less so now, but I still like my space. What are your #1 priorities in life?:my family/friends, my education, curing. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:I don't know. I hate answering this question. Are you a daredevil?:Meh. I don't realy know how to answer that. I won't ride coller coaters, but i do other less-severe daring things. Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:... ummm... YEAH Are you passive or agressive?:I'm assertive. Do you have a journal?:LJ and paper. What is your greatest strength and weakness?:I can't really answer that. I think ym greatest strangth is probably my intelligence, and being able to apply it in real situations. My weakness... I worry waaay too much. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:Only one? Do you think you are emotionally strong?:I don't know. My limits haven't really been tested. I hope so. Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:Regret is bad. I try to avoid it. Do you think life has been good so far?:Yes, yes I do. What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:Love. Love with all your heart and all your mind and all your soul. What do you like the most about your body?:Eyelashes? And least?:Body hair. Do you think you are good looking?:Not really.. Are you confident?:Depends on the situation. Usually, I think What is the fictional character you are most like?:Ummm... no idea. Are you perceived wrongly?:I don't know, How did YOU perceive me? Do You...Smoke?:No Do drugs?:Nuh-uh Read the newspaper?:Occassioanly. But I live with a human one anyway Pray?:Not as much as I should. Go to church?:Yes. Talk to strangers who IM you?:No... that's creepy Sleep with stuffed animals?:Yes, mah Sammy. Take walks in the rain?:No, if I can avoid it. I hate being wet, unless I'm swimming or showering. Talk to people even though you hate them?:Despite how I may com across, I don't really "hate" anyone. I severly dislike, but yes, if they talk to me, I'll respond. It would be super bitchy not to. Drive?:Not legally. Sometimes I get to pull the car in the driveway, after dad washed it. Like to drive fast?:See above. Would or Have You Ever?Liked your voice?:Psssh, no! Hurt yourself?:Sure, lotsa times. Unless you mean on purpose. Maybe... not really. *stops talking* Been out of the country?:YUS of A, baby! Eaten something that made other people sick?:... I dunno. Been in love?:Maybe. The safe abnswer would be no, but the real answer is maybe. Done drugs?:Umm.. NO. Gone skinny dipping?:Numerous times. Best. Thing. Evar! Had a medical emergency?:Severe allergic reaction to penicillian. But that was kinda gradual, but really scary. and a major sliver under the nail of my pinky finger on my right hand. Had surgery?:No. Would like to keep it that way *knocks on wood* Ran away from home?:Nuh-uh Played strip poker?:BAHAHA. I wish. Sounds like a good curling-trip-away-with-the-boys game... Gotten beaten up?:No Beaten someone up?:Not really Been picked on?:Yes, again, who hasn't? Been on stage?:Yeeeesss Slept outdoors?:Yeah Thought about suicide?:Um... not really seriously. Pulled an all nighter?:Nope If yes, what is your record?:Like I said, no record. Latest I've stayed up is quarter to five. Gone one day without food?:Yes! 30 hour famine, WHAT Talked on the phone all night?:No. Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:Uh... maybe. Lots of things happen on curling trips. KIDDING. Nope. Slept all day?:No, I'm not really a sleeper. My sleeping-in record is 9:30. Killed someone?:Eeek, no. Made out with a stranger?:Hahahahahaha. no. He night have AIDS. Had sex with a stranger?:Again, AIDS!! Thought you're going crazy?:YES. Every day Kissed the same sex?:Umm, can't say as I have. Done anything sexual with the same sex?:No... Been betrayed?:Haven't we all, at some point or another? Had a dream that came true?:I some fashion, yeah. Broken the law?:I J-walk, yo. EAT THAT Met a famous person?:Nah. Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:Insects. Buit nothing relevant. On purpose?:NO! Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:I hope not. Unless it was something crazy imporatnt that was a huge deal and I was losing sleep about it. But I try and be good about secrets. Stolen anything?:HOW DID YOU KNOW? Pens fro work... and a cork, when i was three. Been on radio/tv?:Don't think so. Newspapaer a bunch though. Been in a mosh-pit?:Does front row centre at a Clay Aiken concert count? Didn't think so. Had a nervous breakdown?:No, but sometimes I feel like I'm coming very close. Bungee jumped?:Maybe someday I will... Had a dream that kept coming back?:Yeah. Scary as hell. BeliefsBelive in life on other planets?:I would think it's highly unlikely for humans to be the only intelligent life form in this whoe expanse that is our universe. Miracles?:Yes, I do. Astrology?:Sometimes it can be veeeerrryyy accurate. I am defininitly a Libra. Magic?:Ummm... God?:Absolutely. Satan?:Not as an actauly being, no. More like a - um... state of mind. Santa?:Ermm... can't say as I do. Ghosts?:I think so, sometimes. Luck?:You make your own luck. Like Karma Love at first sight?:Yes. Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:Yeah. That's a pretty fair assesment. Witches?:Yeah, they're called Wiccans. Easter bunny?:Rabbits and eggs defies the laws of nature. Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:I think so, yes. If you are in love with and totally commited to that person, yes it is. Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:I'll let you know when I find it. But I'm doubting it's there/ Do you wish on stars?:Of course. What have you got to lose? Deep Theological QuestionsDo you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:No. I think heaven is more like eternal peace. You're at pease and happy. Hell is more like eternal discomfort. You're always searching, never finding, always almost there. Do you think God has a gender?:No, I guess not. I mean, no man can multitask as well as he can, be scripture says He created both men and women in His form. I have my doubts that God is biased. Do you believe in organized religion?:Nope. It's not really was Jusus preached, is totaly corrupt, and has a sneaky way of gaining too much power. Where do you think we go when we die?:Somewhere that's not eath. I beleiev we leave our earthy bodies and go somewhere. I hope I go to "heaven." I'm not really a believer in the whole purgatory thing. FriendsDo you have any gay/lesbian friends?:Yeah Who is your best friend?:I have a lot. Who's the one person that knows most about you?:I don't know. Everybody knows different things. What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:Be Cyd. And love with everything you've got, because without love, you haven't got anything. Your favourite inside joke?:SOCKS. Thing you're picked on most about?:My Claymatesness/klutzinees Who's your longest known friend?:Probably Megan. Since we were three Newest?:I don't know whether they fit friends criteria yet, but Darcy and Krissi are the two newes and coolest people I've met recently. And Jessica, I guess. Shyest?:Alan and Megan. Funniest?:Spike, Janet, Beth. Sweetest?:Rachel Closest?:Oh, umm, Rach, Emma, Spike, Janet, and now I guess Alan, too . But that's a hard question. Weirdest?:Oh. Ummm... I'd rather not answer that. Smartest?:Spike. Ditziest?:None of you are ditzy! Friends you miss being close to the most?:I don't know... Last person you talked to online?:Janet and Spike. Who do you talk to most online?:Spike and Emily. Who are you on the phone with most?:Rachel, because that's about the only way I can talk to her. Who do you trust most?:Good question. Who listens to your problems?:Everyone, they're really good about that. Who do you fight most with?:I dunno. It's all play fights. But Alex W, probably. Who's the nicest?:I can't pick! You're all nice! Who's the most outgoing?:Emma, Rose. Who's the best singer?:Emily and Emma and Rach. Who's on your shit-list?:I have a shit-list? Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:No thank you. Who's your second family?:They know who they are ;) Do you always feel understood?:HELL NO Who's the loudest friend?:Iunno. Beth? Do you trust others easily?:Probably not easily enough. Who's house were you last at?:Rachel's, I think. Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::Alan's. Do your friends know you?:I try to be as open as possible. I think they do. Friend that lives farthest away::Aldy, all the way over in S'pore. Love and All ThatDo you consider love a mistake?:Nothing that garners you all that life expirence and knowledge is never a mistake. What do you find romantic?:Those little thnags that mean a lot. Actually listening, doing soemthing he hates with me because he doesn't want to leave me alone with people I don't like, etc. Turn-on?:Cuddling because HE wants to, the way his hand slowly finds mine, little kisses... Turn-off?:Eating with your mouth open, self-centredness, using women, G-Units First kiss?:Last dance (What a Wonderful World) grade 9 prom. If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:I would feel bad, becvause I really don't want to hurt any one too badly. But some people just need to be told. Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:I think I prefer knowing them, but that may not hold true in the future, sometimes you just kinda hafta... run with it. Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:I dunno. Yes, I guess so, but it's probably one of those thing I'll care more about in the future. Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:I think that's a paradoxial question. You're attractied to them, you find them attractive. But, I dunno... probably. Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:How the hell am I to know? What is best about the opposite sex?:Security. I feel so safe and secure when I'm with Alan, it's unreal. What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:Umm... they're boys? That pretty much covers all the bases. What's the last present someone gave you?:A hug! Are you in love?:Maybe. The safe answer is no, but the real one is maybe. Do you consider your significant other hot?:To be burtally honest, no. He;s not a hottie, but he's really, really, really, REALLY cute. Who Was the Last Person...That haunted you?:Umm... as in a ghost or a stalker? Either way - CREEPY. You wanted to kill?:I hope i'm not that morbid. A fictional character I'm working out, in my head. That you laughed at?:Squash. That laughed at you?:My family. Spike. That turned you on?:Alan *cough* You went shopping with?:I haven't been shopping in ages. My mom, probably, when we went shopping for skates last week. Okay, that's not ages, but it wasn't like I was trying on clothes. We rushed! That broke your heart?:I haven't really had my heart broken in the sense that I know you're looking for. To disappoint you?:Myself. To ask you out?:Alan. To make you cry?:Can't remember, I haven't cried in a while. To brighten up your day?:Alan. That you thought about?:Alan. You saw a movie with?:Alan. Anyone see a pattern? You talked to on the phone?:Rachel's answering machine. You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Emily/Jenny/Janet/Spike/Alan You saw?:Alan. And my family. You lost?:Umm... as in... died? Uh - Papa, I guess. And Charlie. Right This Moment...Are you going out?:We're going to Nana and Grampy's for supper in a little bit. I wish I was, with Alan. Will it be with your significant other?:No, as I say, I wish. Really, REALLY badly. Or some random person?:No. Family isn't really random. What are you wearing right now?:light blue sweatpants, and an oversized navy sweatshirt. Hey. It's Sunday, everything's closed. Body part you're touching right now::Umm... my ankles are crossed. What are you worried about right now?:My dance recital tomorrw night, if I';m gonna be in trouble later for being no the computer right now, how exams go, if I'll pass my make-up science test. What book are you reading?:Opals Deception and Drowned Wednesday. Yes, normally I read more than one book at a time. What's on your mousepad?:A hummingbird for "Alderly Group." Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::Comfy, cold, tired, loved, anticipant. <-- not sure if that's the right tense for "anticipation" or not... Are you bored?:Little bit. Are you tired?:Little bit. Are you talking to anyone online?:Nope, not right this second. Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:Again, no. Are you lonely or content?:Both. 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Really Long Survey (over 200)What is your name?:..Cydney. God, I hope you know that, if you're reading this. :P Are you named after anyone?:Don't think so. What's your screename?:Tug My Jersey Would you name a child of yours after you?:Nope, they need their own name to be their own person. If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:Coleman Clarke Wilson Proctor If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:Umm.. I don't know. I like my name. Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:Sydney, Sidney, Cindy are the major ones. Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:So i'd just be Cydney? No way. BasicsYour gender::Female. Straight/Gay/Bi::I like them boys. Single?:Nuh-uh. It feels so weird typing that. If not, do you want to be?:NO! Birthdate::September 28th, 1990 Your age::Do the math ;P... I'm 15. Age you act::Depends. You tell me. Age you wish you were::Meh. 16? Your height::5'6 1/2" Eye color::Blue Happy with it?:Wha kind of question is that? Even if I wasn't, I'm stuck with it. But I am. Hair color::Brownish reddish. Happy with it?:Yeah. Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::Righty! Your living arrangement::With teh family. Your family::Steve, Deborah, Mackenzie. Have any pets?:Nope. Whats your job?:I work as a wrapper/cashier in a bakery. I may get a new job at the library soon, and I'm also, first and foremost, a student. Piercings?:None. Not even my ears. Tattoos?:Not yet... Obsessions?:CURLING Addictions?:CURLING Do you speak another language?:Un peut de francais. Have a favorite quote?:A lot. "Laughter is cheap medicine." Do you have a webpage?:10/10:30 school/work nights, whenever, any other time Deep Thoughts About Life and You in itDo you live in the moment?:I try do, I don;t how how good I am at it. I need to do it more, because the fiture can't be controled. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:No, not really. Do you have any secrets?:Probably a few. Nothing major. Do you hate yourself?:Not normally. Do you like your handwriting?:It's okay if I'm being careful and not hen-scratching. Do you have any bad habits?:I worry a lot. And my parents think I'm a cocky bitch. What is the compliment you get from most people?:Just that I'm an all around good kid (from my parent's friends) or how nice my teeth are. YAY braces! If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:Ummm... I'm not sure. a movie about my life woul;d be boring, thus far. What's your biggest fear?:Honeslty? Losing my loved ones... and clowns. Can you sing?:Physically, i can sing. like, my larnyx makes those noises. But they sound awful. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:I don't think so. That's like.. uncool. Are you a loner?:Sometimes. Less so now, but I still like my space. What are your #1 priorities in life?:my family/friends, my education, curing. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:I don't know. I hate answering this question. Are you a daredevil?:Meh. I don't realy know how to answer that. I won't ride coller coaters, but i do other less-severe daring things. Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:... ummm... YEAH Are you passive or agressive?:I'm assertive. Do you have a journal?:LJ and paper. What is your greatest strength and weakness?:I can't really answer that. I think ym greatest strangth is probably my intelligence, and being able to apply it in real situations. My weakness... I worry waaay too much. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:Only one? Do you think you are emotionally strong?:I don't know. My limits haven't really been tested. I hope so. Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:Regret is bad. I try to avoid it. Do you think life has been good so far?:Yes, yes I do. What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:Love. Love with all your heart and all your mind and all your soul. What do you like the most about your body?:Eyelashes? And least?:Body hair. Do you think you are good looking?:Not really.. Are you confident?:Depends on the situation. Usually, I think What is the fictional character you are most like?:Ummm... no idea. Are you perceived wrongly?:I don't know, How did YOU perceive me? Do You...Smoke?:No Do drugs?:Nuh-uh Read the newspaper?:Occassioanly. But I live with a human one anyway Pray?:Not as much as I should. Go to church?:Yes. Talk to strangers who IM you?:No... that's creepy Sleep with stuffed animals?:Yes, mah Sammy. Take walks in the rain?:No, if I can avoid it. I hate being wet, unless I'm swimming or showering. Talk to people even though you hate them?:Despite how I may com across, I don't really "hate" anyone. I severly dislike, but yes, if they talk to me, I'll respond. It would be super bitchy not to. Drive?:Not legally. Sometimes I get to pull the car in the driveway, after dad washed it. Like to drive fast?:See above. Would or Have You Ever?Liked your voice?:Psssh, no! Hurt yourself?:Sure, lotsa times. Unless you mean on purpose. Maybe... not really. *stops talking* Been out of the country?:YUS of A, baby! Eaten something that made other people sick?:... I dunno. Been in love?:Maybe. The safe abnswer would be no, but the real answer is maybe. Done drugs?:Umm.. NO. Gone skinny dipping?:Numerous times. Best. Thing. Evar! Had a medical emergency?:Severe allergic reaction to penicillian. But that was kinda gradual, but really scary. and a major sliver under the nail of my pinky finger on my right hand. Had surgery?:No. Would like to keep it that way *knocks on wood* Ran away from home?:Nuh-uh Played strip poker?:BAHAHA. I wish. Sounds like a good curling-trip-away-with-the-boys game... Gotten beaten up?:No Beaten someone up?:Not really Been picked on?:Yes, again, who hasn't? Been on stage?:Yeeeesss Slept outdoors?:Yeah Thought about suicide?:Um... not really seriously. Pulled an all nighter?:Nope If yes, what is your record?:Like I said, no record. Latest I've stayed up is quarter to five. Gone one day without food?:Yes! 30 hour famine, WHAT Talked on the phone all night?:No. Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:Uh... maybe. Lots of things happen on curling trips. KIDDING. Nope. Slept all day?:No, I'm not really a sleeper. My sleeping-in record is 9:30. Killed someone?:Eeek, no. Made out with a stranger?:Hahahahahaha. no. He night have AIDS. Had sex with a stranger?:Again, AIDS!! Thought you're going crazy?:YES. Every day Kissed the same sex?:Umm, can't say as I have. Done anything sexual with the same sex?:No... Been betrayed?:Haven't we all, at some point or another? Had a dream that came true?:I some fashion, yeah. Broken the law?:I J-walk, yo. EAT THAT Met a famous person?:Nah. Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:Insects. Buit nothing relevant. On purpose?:NO! Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:I hope not. Unless it was something crazy imporatnt that was a huge deal and I was losing sleep about it. But I try and be good about secrets. Stolen anything?:HOW DID YOU KNOW? Pens fro work... and a cork, when i was three. Been on radio/tv?:Don't think so. Newspapaer a bunch though. Been in a mosh-pit?:Does front row centre at a Clay Aiken concert count? Didn't think so. Had a nervous breakdown?:No, but sometimes I feel like I'm coming very close. Bungee jumped?:Maybe someday I will... Had a dream that kept coming back?:Yeah. Scary as hell. BeliefsBelive in life on other planets?:I would think it's highly unlikely for humans to be the only intelligent life form in this whoe expanse that is our universe. Miracles?:Yes, I do. Astrology?:Sometimes it can be veeeerrryyy accurate. I am defininitly a Libra. Magic?:Ummm... God?:Absolutely. Satan?:Not as an actauly being, no. More like a - um... state of mind. Santa?:Ermm... can't say as I do. Ghosts?:I think so, sometimes. Luck?:You make your own luck. Like Karma Love at first sight?:Yes. Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:Yeah. That's a pretty fair assesment. Witches?:Yeah, they're called Wiccans. Easter bunny?:Rabbits and eggs defies the laws of nature. Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:I think so, yes. If you are in love with and totally commited to that person, yes it is. Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:I'll let you know when I find it. But I'm doubting it's there/ Do you wish on stars?:Of course. What have you got to lose? Deep Theological QuestionsDo you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:No. I think heaven is more like eternal peace. You're at pease and happy. Hell is more like eternal discomfort. You're always searching, never finding, always almost there. Do you think God has a gender?:No, I guess not. I mean, no man can multitask as well as he can, be scripture says He created both men and women in His form. I have my doubts that God is biased. Do you believe in organized religion?:Nope. It's not really was Jusus preached, is totaly corrupt, and has a sneaky way of gaining too much power. Where do you think we go when we die?:Somewhere that's not eath. I beleiev we leave our earthy bodies and go somewhere. I hope I go to "heaven." I'm not really a believer in the whole purgatory thing. FriendsDo you have any gay/lesbian friends?:Yeah Who is your best friend?:I have a lot. Who's the one person that knows most about you?:I don't know. Everybody knows different things. What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:Be Cyd. And love with everything you've got, because without love, you haven't got anything. Your favourite inside joke?:SOCKS. Thing you're picked on most about?:My Claymatesness/klutzinees Who's your longest known friend?:Probably Megan. Since we were three Newest?:I don't know whether they fit friends criteria yet, but Darcy and Krissi are the two newes and coolest people I've met recently. And Jessica, I guess. Shyest?:Alan and Megan. Funniest?:Spike, Janet, Beth. Sweetest?:Rachel Closest?:Oh, umm, Rach, Emma, Spike, Janet, and now I guess Alan, too . But that's a hard question. Weirdest?:Oh. Ummm... I'd rather not answer that. Smartest?:Spike. Ditziest?:None of you are ditzy! Friends you miss being close to the most?:I don't know... Last person you talked to online?:Janet and Spike. Who do you talk to most online?:Spike and Emily. Who are you on the phone with most?:Rachel, because that's about the only way I can talk to her. Who do you trust most?:Good question. Who listens to your problems?:Everyone, they're really good about that. Who do you fight most with?:I dunno. It's all play fights. But Alex W, probably. Who's the nicest?:I can't pick! You're all nice! Who's the most outgoing?:Emma, Rose. Who's the best singer?:Emily and Emma and Rach. Who's on your shit-list?:I have a shit-list? Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:No thank you. Who's your second family?:They know who they are ;) Do you always feel understood?:HELL NO Who's the loudest friend?:Iunno. Beth? Do you trust others easily?:Probably not easily enough. Who's house were you last at?:Rachel's, I think. Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::Alan's. Do your friends know you?:I try to be as open as possible. I think they do. Friend that lives farthest away::Aldy, all the way over in S'pore. Love and All ThatDo you consider love a mistake?:Nothing that garners you all that life expirence and knowledge is never a mistake. What do you find romantic?:Those little thnags that mean a lot. Actually listening, doing soemthing he hates with me because he doesn't want to leave me alone with people I don't like, etc. Turn-on?:Cuddling because HE wants to, the way his hand slowly finds mine, little kisses... Turn-off?:Eating with your mouth open, self-centredness, using women, G-Units First kiss?:Last dance (What a Wonderful World) grade 9 prom. If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:I would feel bad, becvause I really don't want to hurt any one too badly. But some people just need to be told. Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:I think I prefer knowing them, but that may not hold true in the future, sometimes you just kinda hafta... run with it. Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:I dunno. Yes, I guess so, but it's probably one of those thing I'll care more about in the future. Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:I think that's a paradoxial question. You're attractied to them, you find them attractive. But, I dunno... probably. Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:How the hell am I to know? What is best about the opposite sex?:Security. I feel so safe and secure when I'm with Alan, it's unreal. What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:Umm... they're boys? That pretty much covers all the bases. What's the last present someone gave you?:A hug! Are you in love?:Maybe. The safe answer is no, but the real one is maybe. Do you consider your significant other hot?:To be burtally honest, no. He;s not a hottie, but he's really, really, really, REALLY cute. Who Was the Last Person...That haunted you?:Umm... as in a ghost or a stalker? Either way - CREEPY. You wanted to kill?:I hope i'm not that morbid. A fictional character I'm working out, in my head. That you laughed at?:Squash. That laughed at you?:My family. Spike. That turned you on?:Alan *cough* You went shopping with?:I haven't been shopping in ages. My mom, probably, when we went shopping for skates last week. Okay, that's not ages, but it wasn't like I was trying on clothes. We rushed! That broke your heart?:I haven't really had my heart broken in the sense that I know you're looking for. To disappoint you?:Myself. To ask you out?:Alan. To make you cry?:Can't remember, I haven't cried in a while. To brighten up your day?:Alan. That you thought about?:Alan. You saw a movie with?:Alan. Anyone see a pattern? You talked to on the phone?:Rachel's answering machine. You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Emily/Jenny/Janet/Spike/Alan You saw?:Alan. And my family. You lost?:Umm... as in... died? Uh - Papa, I guess. And Charlie. Right This Moment...Are you going out?:We're going to Nana and Grampy's for supper in a little bit. I wish I was, with Alan. Will it be with your significant other?:No, as I say, I wish. Really, REALLY badly. Or some random person?:No. Family isn't really random. What are you wearing right now?:light blue sweatpants, and an oversized navy sweatshirt. Hey. It's Sunday, everything's closed. Body part you're touching right now::Umm... my ankles are crossed. What are you worried about right now?:My dance recital tomorrw night, if I';m gonna be in trouble later for being no the computer right now, how exams go, if I'll pass my make-up science test. What book are you reading?:Opals Deception and Drowned Wednesday. Yes, normally I read more than one book at a time. What's on your mousepad?:A hummingbird for "Alderly Group." Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::Comfy, cold, tired, loved, anticipant. <-- not sure if that's the right tense for "anticipation" or not... Are you bored?:Little bit. Are you tired?:Little bit. Are you talking to anyone online?:Nope, not right this second. Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:Again, no. Are you lonely or content?:Both. I'm content with life, but I'm missing Alan. Are you listening to music?:Yep. "Roll to Me" by Del Amitri Take this survey | Find more surveys
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