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[tuliax14]

Things are so fucked up right now. I doubt things w/Jay will ever be the same and I hate it. I know I have no one to blame but myself. It just royally sucks. We are "friends" but it wasn't like it was b4. Itz like he's hostile w/me on purpose and doesn't really give a damn. He always has to add his 2 cents in and try to contradict whatever I say.

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read, it might cheer u up

[tcbizkit]

i know what is it like. sometimes if u don't talk to the person for years and you just relax and talk to them, you might work things out, but you might not be able to. love does not conquer all and all you need is love is bullshit. if this helps any read it:

God bless all who are battling those inner demons of depression, loneliness, unworthiness, and hopelessness. Shine Your warm Heavenly Light down upon all of us, Lord, who are looking for our soul mates. Guide us to find peace, happiness, and contentment in our lives and within ourselves.
Amen.

my frend vicky wrote this, just pray. here is another thing. you need to find something else besides him that makes you happy. i found that made me happy besides amy and you check it out.

http://tonycabralspoetry.tripod.com

well i hope you find happiness.
love,
tony

[evanbrightblade]

im really sorry that u and jay didnt really work out...... but i cant seem to shake the feeling that the whole fighting thing is familiar..... im sorry to say but it seems that history has a way of repeating itself....... especially with u..... the last two guys u thought u were serious with always ended up with a break up due to the fighting....... but i do know someone who did love the good and the bad about u but he was just to screwed up to relize it hence all the fighting u had with him........ i also seem to know that this same person hasnt been able to get u off his mind ever since that fateful day(and i beleive it was march 22????) but dont mind the ramblings of a crazy person(even though i dont have the papers to prove it yet) you must do what your heart tells u to do and none of this stuff of bein confused.... just sit down and relax and maybe someday you will meet that special someone....or maybe u have and just forgot........

[tuliax14]

u know sweetie if ur going to talk about urself and prentend to hide u should at least change ur username to something I don't recognize. Just a hint! And as for Jay, we fought about different stuff than wat me and u fought about. Maybe i just get too attached to ppl and I don't want to let go and be alone. I've been doin alot of thinkin lately and now I don't think I'm confused anyone. I think the both of us need to talk. I mean really just sit down and talk coz there is alot of shit that needs to be said and things that need to get cleared up.