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I want to comment more as soon as I get the chance, I've had a busy week, and a nice and busy yet fun weekend. I'm feeling rather good and eating plenty of fruits and veggies. I haven't had a chance to make a post because I'm pretty much engulfed in Eclipse, and enjoying time with the family as much as possible before I start working again. I'm ( Read more... ) -
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Today was the longest day of the year! I'm going to pass out any second now ( Read more... ) -
Eclipse
I finished new moon last night!!! I'm going to start eclipse when ever I finish this entry, I'm so excited! I'm so fucking tired, and I'm trying not to be me angry about it, but I really hate when I dont get enough sleep. especially since I didn't nap yesterday and went to bed so much later than normal. I have to be at class at 10:30, then I have ( Read more... ) -
goodbye
Im sitting in my office saying my goodbyes to my beloved mary jane once again. Its time to move on because teletech wants to hire me, but I have to pee in a cup first. luckily I have until February, what a great boost in my motivations to purify my body and mind again. I will admit that my depression is what makes things most difficult, but I'm ( Read more... ) -
choices
-I smoked a cigarette this morning.
-I'm going to get high any minute now.
-I think that later I will get soup and sandwich.
-I'm going to be super confident during my job interview.
-I'm going to finish New Moon today.
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Blast
I just had an epic binge session because i'm seriously week and ungreatful. On a better note my interview at The Cheese Cake Factory, went a lot better than I hoped. I have a second interview set up on Thursday before my other interview, AND I have an interview with TeleTech tomorrow at noon!
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I'm so filled with rage right now that I'm disgusting myself. I have no hope for myself or the future right now. I'm on the verge of ruining everything. -
sleep, exercise, water, fruits, and veggies
I have to stay focused. I have a job interview today at the cheese cake factory. lol I just hope I get the job because I'm pretty sure I can make a lot of money there. I have to get a new id, go to the college and find out something about my classes make another neurologist appointment for aiden, and get to job and family resources and see if they ( Read more... ) -
just stare into my eyes
I just filled out serious applications and sent a resume to 3 different jobs that I am keeping my fingers crossed about. now I'm smoking out of the one hitter real quick before I lay down to read new moon some more. Its my last day... I swear. Considering I'll be having only fruit, greens, and water, this is going to be a faster cleans anyway. -
xo
I was let go from my job the other day, I had no experience serving, but I thought I was doing pretty good. I feel worse than I thought I would. I was bringing home $100 per shift plus getting a check in the mail for $200 and now nothing. I'm ready to move on so here's a small pic update. I feel incredibly embarrassed and I'm going to try harder to ( Read more... )