So on friday it was Karla Paz's birthday and me and Robin had planned to give her a surprize birthday party at Olive Garden because that is her favorite resturaunt. It was all planned out since like tuesday and when thursday came along we tlaked to her father and he said we could do it for her so we continued. Then on friday she didn't go to school ( Read more... )

Is it possible to feel this bad...

Sucks!!!
Oh man... This day reminds me of all the things that are missing in my life. I don't mean a girl or anything even though that would help a bit. I mean that there really isn't someone there that cares for me the way other people have it. I know that it i better to give than to recieve but all i got was some chocolates that were left over and ( Read more... )

I really don't know...
1.why i didn't place
2.why i am so sad
3.why the world didn't stop when i didn't win
4.whats my purpose here
5.what to do now thats its all gone
6.how to get better
7.what i did wrong
8.what my friends did right
9.much, but here i am anyways

OH MAN!!!!
Hosa is like tommorow and i am freaking out about the competition. I thought i was ready and all but then after hearing Karina worry so much i'm thinking that maybe im not that ready. I mean i studied and all but many people have studied and not advanced and i don't wanna be one of them. Im so scared....

Ok today was a kinda weird day ( Read more... )

Thursdays for me are usually a relief day because i realize that friday is only a day away and that i might get to the weekend. This thursday was just bad. I got home and waiting fo me were both my parents. My mother had been in a pissy mood since my father arrived from houston on Wedsnday and the mood carried on to the next day. When i got home ( Read more... )

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Today was the prom commitee meating and i was there for it, the twins are so cute. Anywhoo i spent the day with them today because we went looking for things to decorate the tables with. It was fun. We went to the Green Tree on bussiness 83 and they are like closing but we found some like awesome candle holding things and we bought one to show the ( Read more... )

Ok last night i lay in bed after seeing the movie, What Lies Beneath, and i started drifting off into sleep and well in my driftings i am in my car. In my car i am with my cousin but i cannot see anything and im getting scared because there are no lines on the road. I keep on going and try not to seem scared so that my cousin won't suspect anything ( Read more... )