How am I supposed to react? I only laugh because I feel incredibly awkward and I cant take you seriously. Who would take you seriously? What girl in her right mind would ACTUALLY believe the shit you say when you're always wasted while you say it ( Read more... )

Im going to leave Alaska ( Read more... )

I dont take injuries to my pride and dignity very well ( Read more... )

Writing a story that I've needed to write for a long long time. I've put it off for many years but it's time I free myself of this solitary confinement. However, Im in no hurry. I will confront my feelings and put them to paper a little bit at a time. My eyes will run out of tears before this is all said and done. Im not even half way through the ( Read more... )

ALSO:

I REALLY REALLY MISS MY DOG!!!! :(

I really love my job
and I love most the people I work with

but I still wish I could take a vacation for the day
go some place OTHER than Ketchikan.
Hell, I wish I had money to do anything with.

At least I have brews and nicotine.

God damn it. I need a break from the Alaskan Island Life.

Hurting for money. I hate not having enough ( Read more... )

Life is weird ( Read more... )

There is one thing in life I want more than ANYTHING....

However, it's the one thing I think I'll never get.

goddamnitfuck.

It snowed in the hills during the huge storm we had here. Only in Alaska, right ( Read more... )