i keep saying "soooooorrry" in that nasally, annoying way, but i generally really am sorry

[tuneguru]

i apologize for my previous entry. I was just feeling very overwhelmed by regret. it used to happen a lot more often. I think kacy is the only one who can vouch for it, but i used to do it so much and it bugged her so much, that one person is enough

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[iamdimmuborgir]

in emily's case, it's as if i will never be able to hug her or kiss her or see her naked or hold her hand without her taking it in some romantic-sexual context.

yet you do constantly hug me and kiss me and see me naked and hold my hand.
the times when i dont take it roma-sexually, you tellm ehat youre not meaning it that way. i tell you that i knew that already.

things are still broken, i guess.

[etoile_noir]

regret is a disease created by society to enprison us in their morality.....not that i'm saying i don't feel regret and remorse a lot. try to learn and grow from your mistakes rather than dwell on them.....
i don't really know why i'm writing this now, i don't really know the context to which i am responding. i guess i felt like it since physical affection is as far as it could be from my consious goals. right now, i'm just trying to get people to talk to me.