i've learnt from it.

i really enjoyed the times we spent together.

i made the descision.

i'm sorry for making you miserable.

i was taken aback when you popped the question.

i think i'm not ready for this.

i hope we can still be friends.

really.

i never thought i would hurt you in anyway.

seriously.

now, i hope for nothing but the best for you.

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WHY?

WHY?!

WHY?!?!?!?!

why disqualify me from the competition, when i didn't commit any mistake? why do you guys have to take this away from me? after all that i've trained for.. competitive sport's always cruel i guess. but this shall not be the end of my canoeing career. i just can't do without this passion of mine.

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wet weather today. i always get a lil gloomy when it rains.

however i look forward to the napping part. wrapping myself in the blanket with the aircon on. bleargh.

no school for me for the next 3 days. inter sch canoeing nationals. omg. jitters.

hope i don't screw up tmr. hrpmh.

and i bought my watch today! i'm a happy boy, for now. (sounds as if ( Read more... )

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monday was just fine. had fun eating lunch with kayak teammates. it's like everyone of us have trained so hard and it all comes down to wednesday. wow. gonna miss my paddle, my boat,the 4.8km cross country route and all the fun we had in the waters of MacRitchie reservoir.. wonderful memories to be reminicised when i'm old i guess.

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finally got down to writing after renton  and scummy  asked me to update this "ancient". well here i'm back! and i'm hoping to write more often and regularly, pardon me if i don't.

jack's a nice guy la. it's just me. i'm shy. i really am.

life's been bad and fucked up. prelims, canoeing nationals, MATHS teachers.. argh.

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