boys suck so much of the time its not even funny. only this time it wasnt boys sucking for me, it was boys sucking for a very dear friend of mine. driving 90 on the 101 and doing some mini off roading in a bright yellow jeep crammed with 8 of the best and massive speakers one could find for their car stereo blasting stiletto formal on our way to ( Read more... )

i have never felt artistic frustration before in my life. atleast not in an inability to create, an inability to see and immediatly control. art used to come so easily for me. and now i feel as if i have writers block for the camera. i have my camera, i have my film, i have good lighting, i just can't seem to think of what i want to be taking ( Read more... )

i've realized the greatest downside to my job, i can't avoid everyone who works there, especially not the annoying ones that i was happy to get away with to begin with. oh well life goes on and atleast it's a job ( Read more... )

how does one go from having no job to two jobs? it happens. and it happened to me. yay for me.

i hate that clothing corporations can't have one uniform size. i hate that in one pair of gap pants i'm a size 2, in another the same cut and style but different wash i'm a 4. i can no longer shop at bananna republic because even a zero is too big. i hate having to try clothes on it always leaves my hair a mess ( Read more... )

the way one goes about settling two months of utter unhappiness resulting in unemployment really are painful and not all that fun. i dont know which hurt more the months i spent there or leaving it all behind for the better good of my mental health. I guess i don't need underwear and makeup at that kind of price anymore. because supposedly this is ( Read more... )

since my freshman year of high school, i have taken time out of the beginning of summer to write a survey, get it out to as many people as possible, and laugh at silly responses. its not just stupid questions such as, name, age, favorite food, coke or pepsi. no its fun questions meant to invoke creative thoughts and funny answers. classic questions ( Read more... )

what happens when you stay home sick from work because you have to go to your doctor for the 50billionth time this year and the doctor tells you to stay home and rest this afternoon? well, after watching reruns of boy meets world for an hour, if you're anything like me, you go get yourself some chipotle because nothing says restful afternoon like a ( Read more... )

seriously. just when i get over one hurdle, say pnumonia, life punishes me with another even scarier prospect. spending the morning in urgent care, by myself, hooked up to IV's, having more blood taken than i had ever wanted to see come out of my body, and knowing that there is something wrong with my kidneys. what the fuck. seriously why can't i ( Read more... )

if i'm not careful nicolette will start updating for me ( Read more... )