What does the name say on your Birth Certificate say ( Read more... )

i hate people who have to stop their car entirely before turning right ( Read more... )

i shelled out the cash for an ipod. i got a student discount. i'm flat broke. i need a pay check and fast. hooray for me.

-another year goes by the same tune singing in my head as the new year comes and goes. the same sickness in my stomach i know its not just the alcohol. too much to drink and i still cant sleep. a bottle of rum in one hand i sit facing the east to watch the first sunrise of the new year. look back on a night of too much thinking with not enough ( Read more... )

so i survived christmas, bad moods and memories and all. got some pretty good and meaningful gifts out of it too. nice to know i have people who love me and care about me still watching out for me and only really wanting me to be happy. one more holiday to survive the bad memories. hopefully this one i won't be trying to drink myself into a stupor ( Read more... )

maybe its all the shimmer dust i've had to breath these past few days but i feel like i'm slipping under. the holidays are more and more about stressful things and too little about the happiness we're all supposed to be feeling because Jesus Christ was born. or if you don't believe that (too damn bad i'm not going to stop my personal beliefs for ( Read more... )

so my brother has a live journal. even worse than my brother having a lj is the lengthy amount of time it took me to figure out that, my brother has a live journal. i blame work because honestly i have been working a lot lately. and the fact that i think my kneecap is entirely shattered and i'm surprised i can still walk. i blame that too. oh and ( Read more... )

certain aspects of my life have been slowing down, but in that nice comfortable way. other aspects of my life have sped up to mach speeds. as insane as it sounds i love my jobs and enjoy working, i just don't realize how much of a pain in the ass it is until after i'm done. christmas will come and go and life will still be the same. i have ( Read more... )

i think i'm going to cry. i feel just like meg did in little women when she tried so hard to make the jelly for john because she knew he liked it and wanted it and she spent the whole day in the kitchen and nothing good came of it because her jelly was scalded and boiled over and wouldnt gel right. that is how i feel because try as i might i just ( Read more... )

i love winter. cold weather brings happy times. snuggling under down blankets, hot cocoa, and being so in love. nothing can take that away. moments of stolen intimacy where nothing matters but being in love and we have never felt so close as those moments. do you remember what life is like when its so perfect that you never want to let go. the hug ( Read more... )