just sitting and rotting yet again. nothing new. can anyone guess what magical thing i might be doing right now? Hmm, let's see... it has to do with younger brothers.... and being home alone ... gee you can only wonder, right?Friggin babysitting AGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!it's not that bad though. mom actually paid ( Read more... )

ok so it's been acouple of weeks since i last updated. Ptsh. it's not my fault, though.my faggot stepdad is too overprotective of his stupid computer. His COMPUTER for God's sake! he's so effed up in the head; he thinks my little brother has an attitude becus my sister is so bitchy to him... i don't blame her.he's SO GAY!!!! =( anyways, i had a ( Read more... )

okay so i really don't know why i'm writing another one, but whatever. So i had this awesome dream last nite..... i was like a chick version of Peter Pan. And yes, i could fly. it was so effing awesome! Except i got my powers from a boar that bit me. Strange, huh? =)LoL it is pretty funny when you think about it..... Geez, now i can't stop ( Read more... )

i want a shitload (not literally) for Christmas. Although when i make my list, my mind goes completely blank. i wanna see dad again... it's been almost 3 weeks since i last saw him...and he's called only once. i hope he's okay. i really want wifey to meet him. After the years of being brainwashed by mom, i realized that he's not so bad. He's really ( Read more... )

AAHHHH!!!!!!! I AM SO EFFING HAPPY!! i finally get to see my nephew....tomorrow!:)I'm leaving school around 11:30ish - noon. then from there me, mom, sis,and bros are going (DRIVING)all the way up there until Sunday then we're driving home all Monday. then Paige gets to go perform her districts plat in front of all the parents!woo-hoo!;0 Which ( Read more... )

i wanna freakin cry. i can't eat anything hard or crunchy because my wisdom teeth are coming in! They're effing killing me! my mouth hurts so bad. this is the worst pain i've ever experienced. thank God mom bought tons of ice cream..... i hope she makes an appointment for the dentist real soon....or else i'll dig them out myself! i can't close my ( Read more... )

ok, i just wrote this mofo long ass journal and so something pops up.i click out of it and what does it do? it erases what i just wasted my time on! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna scream, but my throat is preventing it from happening.......because i have a sore throat and i sound like a man.... so anyways, i was saying how i like #9 ( Read more... )