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Struck By Your Self-Criticism
“Struck by your self-criticism,” as if becoming so candid with a person as to reveal the painfully tight girdle he’s been wearing all this time. To really let loose with someone you feel comfortable with, only to learn how unwise of a decision that actually was. Talking and talking, let a person talk and they will tell you their every crime and ( Read more... ) -
Home To Upper Michigan, (June, 2022)
Five days to get here from California through angry Texan desert storms. So few planes even scheduled to fly to the UP, small Cessna, bumpy turbulence ride with tall Scandinavians all gawking silently through the windows to see the endless stretches of virgin forests, sprawling across the horizon. There is nothing here, we have only barely settled ( Read more... ) -
UDV Spiritual Attacks Letter (4/7/22)
4/7/22
Kaleb Smith
PO Box 1132
Lucerne, CA 95458
(209) 454-627*
kalebr.smith@gmail.comHello ( Read more... ) -
"White Night Magic"
I had planned a week alone in the woods of Washington, up in the Snoqualmie mountains, near the end of Winter in 2016, with the intention of meditating, praying, and fasting in solitude before drinking ayahuasca to connect with spirit, in order to clean out, and seek guidance to get to the bottom of the illness, while possibly writing and making ( Read more... ) -
Alphasmart 3000 - Room 7 (#2) - Car Backup (02/26/22)
Testing the limits of these young dumb keyboard warrior taste makers. I finish therapy, now having a typewriter device in my car for being high in public. I realize the waste of breath my stories feel today, nowadays, as if the desire to make any impression at all is gone, drained, deflated personality shlumps like a wet rubber suit onto the floor ( Read more... ) -
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Take my head and hock your soul phlegm down into it. So damned sensitive, I can hardly stand it, dripping down my scalp. Knock back a few darts, the shamanic initiate choosing early on whether to use the power he has earned to heal or to harm. I am so selfish with my time and attention, with my money as well; could I even get out of my own ass long ( Read more... ) -
Intrusive Shamanic-Type Experiences Return
Hi Mikkal,
I hope you are well! I really enjoyed attending your recent online workshop for the day I was able to. Unfortunately, I was working the other days, otherwise I would have definitely been there to the rest of that awesome material you were sharing.
I have been having some disconcerting spiritual experiences over the past several weeks, ( Read more... )
