Seriously though, people can change. I guess the only person to know that I have changed is that person. But trust me, people can change.
I will give you this warning about your current thoughts: Start thinking differently, or you'll end up like me. And nobody wants that.
A recommendation: cover your sorrow with blinding, sinful, and sickening lust. It may seem horrible, but it'll work for most normal people, as I am sorry to say.
Well that's pretty much all I have to say. Please feel free to completely ignore my advice; I almost hope you do. Later.
blinding, sinful, and sickening lust is not the answer turkey. although it is enjoyable, realize that it's a coping device that will never actually solve any problems you might be having.
blinding, sinful, and sickening lust is kinnda why im in the situation that im in. so i don't think'll help. it sucks to feel this way. and we're both going through it.
Of course people can change. You're at the perfect point in your life to start rethinking who you are. You are still young, you're just beginning school, there's TIME to reflect and figure out who you really are. You won't get there right away; I still have but little idea as to who I am, even though I've found out a great deal. You just gotta WANT the change; you won't get fucking anywhere if you choose to cling to puerile philosophies or "ways of life". It's time to grow up, and be damn proud that you're one of the few who are willing to take the first step
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i do feel that i am changing, but at the same there are qualities that i hate about myself that don't seem to go away. those are the things i really have to work on to change. i do blame the testosterone. i fucking hate that guys are so horny all the time. honestly, i don't know that im in love, but i do know that i've never felt like this with anyone else. so if it's not love, then it's at least something different and special. im sorry you had your heart broken. it's never easy to get past something like that.
Well, I don't really think it WAS broken. I know it hurt like hell at the time; I mean, Sean was a great, funny, super-cool guy, and up to the point that he found out, we were semi-friends. It sucks to lose a relationship with someone, no matter what they were to you, be it boyfriend or just a pal.
And yes, it certainly IS special for you to feel something akin to love when virtually every other guy your age gets the opportunity to fuck a chick and doesn't even treat her nicely. Feel proud that you use the term "love" and not "willie thrusting".
i agree, it is always hard to lose relationship, there are very few people from high school that i still concider good friends, and it sucks to lose people.
hahaha, willie thrusting. i've never been looking to just fuck someone, i'd rather love someone and then have sex with them while dating.
it's easier for you to change yourself than it is for you to change others.
i think that we are constantly changing as we are constantly learning and the thing we were a year ago or a week ago or maybe even an hour ago is slightly or drastically different from what we are now. to be horridly cliche, you just have to walk the road of change. go where it takes you. look at the scenery.
oh and guess what, everyone can be an asshole in certain situations but you can't let it ruin you. you can't change what you did, whatever it was, but you can admit that you fucked up and move on and try your hardest not to repeat your mistakes.
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Seriously though, people can change. I guess the only person to know that I have changed is that person. But trust me, people can change.
I will give you this warning about your current thoughts: Start thinking differently, or you'll end up like me. And nobody wants that.
A recommendation: cover your sorrow with blinding, sinful, and sickening lust. It may seem horrible, but it'll work for most normal people, as I am sorry to say.
Well that's pretty much all I have to say. Please feel free to completely ignore my advice; I almost hope you do. Later.
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i do blame the testosterone. i fucking hate that guys are so horny all the time.
honestly, i don't know that im in love, but i do know that i've never felt like this with anyone else. so if it's not love, then it's at least something different and special. im sorry you had your heart broken. it's never easy to get past something like that.
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And yes, it certainly IS special for you to feel something akin to love when virtually every other guy your age gets the opportunity to fuck a chick and doesn't even treat her nicely. Feel proud that you use the term "love" and not "willie thrusting".
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hahaha, willie thrusting. i've never been looking to just fuck someone, i'd rather love someone and then have sex with them while dating.
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i think that we are constantly changing as we are constantly learning and the thing we were a year ago or a week ago or maybe even an hour ago is slightly or drastically different from what we are now. to be horridly cliche, you just have to walk the road of change. go where it takes you. look at the scenery.
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