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Just because I didn't kiss you doesn't mean I didn't want to.
For once in my life I'm trying to be a good person and its getting thrown back in my face.
Maybe I'm just not cut out for it.
Fuck all.
Everything is slipping away.
Cloud... your a manipulative little bitch sometimes and whats worse is that you know it.
Its all slipping through my fingers and I can just feel it.
ARGH
maybe I should have kissed him...
I just know Cloud's gonna move in on Rufus.
I know I know it sounds paranoid.. but they seem to have made their intentions quite clear.
So what do I do?
No one likes a third wheel. Thats exactly what I'm becoming.
ALSO just because I didn't make a fool of myself doesn't mean I wasn't affected. Your an idiot if you think that you can drag me down like that. Fuck you.