bibble babble

[turnergirl]

Output Output, listen to me

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[niord]

this original mags?

[turnergirl]

yup.

pointless perhaps

[anonymous]

well i'm sitting in the computer lab after another night of singular thoughts plaguing my rem cycle. all last week i kept hoping i'd come home from the lab and find you in my bed and then i'd realize that there are anchors in this world. but then again our waters were always too calm. -you just called and no reception; still it rings bells- i had thought that was what i wanted. smooth sailing, captains of separate boats heading for the same constellations out of happenstance. contentedness doesn't even begin to describe that way it felt. it was the closest thing to nothing that i have known - god, do i love nothing. now i'm totally wrought with a vague waiting, far from objectless. in fact, perhaps the most object-ed state i've been in in what feels like lifetimes. for once i can look back and calculate what i didn't do before what i did. i didn't learn my lesson and the failure is oddly ripe. fell in love with a fluke and never told her. i will miss you dearly.

Re: pointless perhaps

[turnergirl]

are you trying to make me cry?