Mostly the gin and tonic, though, because if I take an afternoon off from acting appropriately, I'll only wring my hands about it while I'm trying to sleep later.
I could really use a gin and tonic right now. Can we maybe make it a vodka soda though? I've spent the past 3 hours trying (unsuccessfully) to suppress my crazy and it totally didn't work because I was ALSO trying to improve upon being assertive. Being assertive won. And now I look like a crazy psycho bitch.
I find that when I try to be kinder, I'm less efficient/effective at work. But if I concentrate on being super efficient at work, it carries over into everything else: must be efficient in traffic (honk and cut off that guy), must be efficient at home (clean, work out, read, weave around Derick as if he is not there). It's hard to balance that shit out.
I'm in my first accelerated class with my first instructor that is younger than me. He definitely knows what he's doing but he's really fast/sloppy with the blackboard. I'm gonna try to stick with him, cuz he's really kinda fun but ssshhh, my classmates would think I'm seriously touched if they found out I thought this >:)
Sometimes...a little inappropriateness is just what the doctor ordered >;)
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Pass me the bottle.
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I'm too tired at night to review the day's struggles, as I spent the entire day beating myself up over said struggles already.
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Sometimes...a little inappropriateness is just what the doctor ordered >;)
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