i'll let myself fall into a lie
i'll let my walls come down
i wont let myself smile and feel alive
i won't let my walls come down
no matter how i try i don't know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain

we won *woot* *woot* it was an awesome game, the first game we lost, but that's just how we ( Read more... )

today was uhhh ok i guess? french we um.. talked about some..stuff. and i told Monsieur Lewinsky/ Jeff to go the volleyball game.. oh he's going.and chorus was um ok i sang, oh yes i did, and stufy hall was wierd, but i have jonara and jerrica so it's like YAY..so then world cultures.. which is always nice cause i like that class, then meometry, i ( Read more... )

i worked today which was not awesome. I am so tired, and well depressed but thats different. I hate it when people come in at 10 till 2 and they want food. i mean.. come on the place closes at 2 give us a break, let us go home..but no 10 bikers came in, the old one kept winking at me and pointing at his knee... ew. I got home at 3:10 and i ate a ( Read more... )

( well..this is nice )

we won our second game which was against mascenic.. the same way we won against prospect mountain. they beat us in the first game and we wooped them in the 2nd and 3rd. I wasn't much help really. I miss lots of hits which brought me down alot, i know i should just let it go... but when you fuck up that bad you can't just let go. so i played very ( Read more... )

today was ok.. i guess.. in french we got in a line from shortest to tallest and ashley and i found out we were the same hieght. then i got to hold the guy french teachers feet ..it was.. delightful..then chorus woo hoo i can't sing for shat.. haha yes indeed, shat. study hall.. crazy people.. then world cultures, yay! i like that class we got to ( Read more... )

TONIGHT WAS OUR SEASON OPENER AND WE WON!
yeah bitches

we are damn good....<3

leave something for my viewing pleasure?
haha yes...

BYE!

Sometimes love is addiction
Sometimes it hurts like hell
And sometimes you just cannot get enough
You can't make me love you,
Any more than i do
But you can make me unreachable

yeah I woke up at 7 and got ready for work and went in for 7:45 and i worked non-stop till 2:15.. yes, then i came home and got on the computer.. shocker?  anyways I got home ( Read more... )

Today I got up early and cleaned my room, yeah I'm cool like that. Then My mother brought me to coreys and threatened me in the corner. It was neat. Then i hung out in corey's basement on the leathers things : ) yay! We watched Freddy vs. Jason and Biker Boyz. and had some nice conversation.  My mother came like 4 hours early to take me home i was ( Read more... )

( this is what could happen.. )