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I'm in a veru stange mood- I should be at work already but my head is kinda swimming and I have butterflies in my stomach, and there is no reason for me to feel this way.
[surrender]
my stupid short
hall swimming flight
engulfed with my
magic light
days of years
years of days
to go
and everythings upside down
and down around we go
but still my thoughts are surrendered
bang and light
that's all they do
beings like gods
there are too few
holding on to the last dance tonight
and everythings upside down
and down around we go
but still my thoughts are surrendered
pale face in a beach scent
piers of nothing remain cement
days of school
learning how
to smile
and everythings upside down
and down around we go
but still my thoughts are surrendered
bang and light
that's all they do
beings like gods
there are too few
holding on to the last dance tonight
and everythings upside down
and down around we go
but still my thoughts are surrendered
I have so much to do, no money, no transport and no hope it would seem.
I'm not depressed just feeling somewhat lost -
I must tidy my room, I must book a doctors appointment, I must get a job.
Like I thought the job that I secured has now been offered to someone else because I don't have a scooter- Nevermind, I've been offered a job at the City college as a receptionist- maybe I'll do it.