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lastnight i found myself thinking that 'tonight i've listened to the dial tone so many times when i just wanted somebody to simply listen to me.'

so we found a house!

i'm pretty excited. i'm going to get out the sewing machine and make curtains for my new bedroom before it's time to move in.

it's so funny how things work out.
tonight i went out for coffee with her and took a walk.
and then an hour and a half later she came over with some beer haha.
cuuuuuute.

i cant wait for this house-search, deposit-paying, and moving-in thing to be over.
i'm excited for it all, but it's currently just stressing me outttt.

today i'm at the end of my rope...
and exactly a week ago i was getting all dolled up to go see one of my favorite bands.

YYY's lastnight OMG.


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( and i only took this picture to prove that i have ballz. )

I'm learning how to do something that makes me want to spend Friday night at home, and it's great.

I'm finally finding releases and things to occupy me other than work, sitting on the internet, spending money, and getting drunk.
Altogether, this is the answer I've been needing for so long.

 today i got my bike out. i made dinner for my family. i listened to Bowie with my mom and dad. i did homework with my little sister. home is finally a safe place for me, like it should be, and like it hasnt been in for quite some time.

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