[Kyusung] Stars
Title: Stars
Pairing: Kyusung (Kyuhyun x Yesung)
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I don't own them. I wish I did though...
Summary: Jealousy, unrequited love, forgotten winter coats. And lots of snow.
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Limbs tangled together. Smiles. Roaming hands.
A slammed door.
Jongwoon and Ryeowook looked up at the door in surprise.
"Hyung, what's wrong with Kyuhyun?" Ryeowook asked in surprise. Jongwoon frowned, staring at the door.
"He's probably in a bad mood, and the noises you two make give him a migraine. Oh, wait, correction - you give me a migraine" The leader grimaced. "It's been a long-"
"Aish, this kid didn't bring his winter coat!" Jongwoon jumped up and ran towards the door. "IT'S SNOWING OUTSIDE. WHAT IS HE THINKING?"
Leeteuk and Ryeowook stared as the door slammed again.
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Kyuhyun shivered as the snow fell all around him. He couldn't take it anymore. Yewook this, Yewook that. Sure, it could all be for show, but did Jongwoon have to be inseperable with Ryeowook off-stage too? Was it really fan service as they claimed, or was there something more? Kyuhyun reached out his hands, and caught the snow. Jongwoon spent an awful long time in "Wookie's" room at night, and a short amount of time in his own. Kyuhyun always pretended to be asleep, but the touch on his philtrum, as well as Jongwoon's scent always lingered in Kyuhyun's room, even if Jongwoon didn't. Kyuhyun threw the snow in his hands into the night sky.
It was a one-sided love.
At some point, he had fallen hard for Jongwoon. It took Kyuhyun ages to admit it, but he had realized that his day was better whenever Jongwoon was there to cheer him up. A hug, a pat on the head, or even a smile. Even that brief touch on his philtrum made Kyuhyun sleep better at night.
Kyuhyun sighed, and lied down in the snow. It was a full moon, with plenty of stars dotted into the sky. He closed his eyes, wishing on them that maybe...just maybe...Jongwoon felt the same.
Cho Kyuhyun, what are you thinking? Don't wish for things that you know will never have. Hyung....has Ryeowook. He didn't choose you. Stop pining away and being pathetic! Who knows what he's doing right now with Ryeowook...you never had a chance...
Suddenly, Kyuhyun felt a winter coat cover his face in the snow as something warm and heavy, a body?, hit him in the snow. Kyuhyun grimaced at the impact, and pushed the person who disturbed his peace off roughly.
"Ya! Cho Kyuhyun, is that the way you treat your hyung?"
"What are you doing here?" Kyuhyun stared at Jongwoon in surprise.
"HONORIFICS! And I'm here to save you - you stupid kid, you didn't even bring your jacket, and you're lying in the snow? Do you want our manager to kill us when you fall sick and can't attend our schedules tomorrow? It'd be disastrous, all the fangirls..."
The maknae sighed, and pulled his coat on. He's worried for the group, he doesn't really care about you. Don't kid yourself.
"...you have no idea how worried I'd be! And then I won't be able to sing well when you aren't there. Ya, are you even listening to me?"
"Yeah yeah, you won't be able to sing well without me there...wait, what?"
Jongwoon pulled Kyuhyun into his arms and closed his eyes, leaning against the crook of Kyuhyun's neck.
"Don't be sick, okay? I need you there with me. You're my strength."
"Hyung..." I feel like I'm floating.
"Shh. Since I've said so much, I want to be honest with you. Kyu, I like you, as more than a dongsaeng. But I know I'm your hyung, and I don't expect to be anything else. I know you probably have someone who has your heart already, but I want to help you carry some of your burdens, as a hyung, of course. Don't be unhappy. It...pains me when you're upset, and lying in the snow with no jacket and -"
"Hyung. Someone has my heart already."
"Oh, I see. But Kyu, I don't need-"
"It's you. It's always been you. I was upset because you're always with Ryeowook hyung..." Kyu's voice trailed off, and he looked at the snow on the ground. "You never spend that long in my room at night, and you spend such a long time in his-"
He was silenced by Jongwoon's lips on his own.
"Pabo. I was afraid I'd do that to you if I spent too long watching you sleep."
The snow kept falling.
Voices softly harmonizing together. Interlocked fingers. Warmth.
So this is what reciprocated love feels like.
Kyuhyun silently thanked the stars.
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(A/N: I have no idea where this came from...guess I just wanted to write something. I'm looking forwards to snow, but it still isn't falling even though it snowed during Halloween. My first fanfic! Comments are appreciated!)