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[turtlehermit]

WTF is prolly what u said to my subject. Well that's how I feel right now. I obviously cannot say in these open posts as to why but thats beyond the point. Lets just say I had a good weeked but it was still not all 100% great. Yeah so uh HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my older sister Jessica! Habe fun being a legal adult sis :) I love you so much but you

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[starfish1987]

hey-
yeha i know how you feel about the parents situation. when my dad died not even 6 months later mom had a new b/f who turns out she cheated on my dad with him. this guy is an asshole, he tells me everyday what a piece of shit i am. one day he told me the world would be a better place if i were to kill myself. and my mom justs sits there and lets him say this stuff to me. she tells me it's my fault, that ifi were smarter or prettier or something better than i am. things would be different. i'm never good enough for them. when my mom gets angry at him she'll take it out on me and she'll sometimes hit me. i can't wait until i'm eighteen, less than a year! i wish it would be shorter. but then i wanna hold onto my high school years..ugh. confusing, eh?

sorry

[turtlehermit]

yeah life sux for every1 i suppose....there no point in wallowing in ur own life tho since there always seems to be someone with a worse life than ur own (u in this case) no1 deserves to be told they are shit and no1 deserves a mother that tells her daughter she is ugly and shit like that its just not right....but then again thats the fucking world for ya....u know sometimes i wish i could just sit in front of my damn computer screen and never leave it...cuz at least when ur online u dont HAVE to deal with fucking stupid ppl and stupid shit like u do one on one with ppl....ugh i hate the world....i just wish i could detach myself from the world...and live in my own little world with my select group of ppl...and then do what i want....but im sure evry1s wished that at some point or another

[starfish1987]

me too..sometime i just wanna crawl i bed and not face people. don't get me arong i have great friends, sometimes thsy just get...annoying, and half the time they don't even understand me.

[turtlehermit]

yeah thats the shit im talkin bout....man me and u are alike in some ways i suppose....hmmm....never knew that....omg....i feel like crying god i hate living here at my moms house...im so miserable...sorry....i need to shutup b4 i depress other ppl