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[turtlehermit]

Yah that's about how I feel right now....I'm kinda happy but not really....it still kills me that Marissa is gone....ever since I redid my remembrance CD and added the song jess wanted on hers Josh Groban - To Where You Are it has definitely made me think about a lot of shit....I really don't wanna be in this hell hole that they call life but I do

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i feel ya

[jessid]

Hey eric I know living with mom and jack can suck the life out of you and make you not want to live anymore. Ive been there. It sucks no one should have to live like that, but look at me now. Im doing good I hated the way they lived so much that I refuse to live like them. They actually gave me motivation to do better than them. Just remember youre gonna be a better person than they ever will be and that will give you something to look forward to. One day they are gonna be asking for your help and you wont have to unless you want to. I love you I know you know whats right and im sure you will do it. Hang in there not too much longer and youll be 18 and outta there. Peace n love bro!

Your sis