i hate feeling crappy, because it's not me. this whole thing with my dad has just put everyone on an emotional rollercoaster. He had surgery today on his foot, and as much as i've heard. it went well and he still has his foot. I feel bad for my brother Justin too, he's 4 hours away and wishes he could be down here ( Read more... )

I'm obsessed with finding out of control sweet icons and then makeing my colors match. if you've tried to noctice. i've switched my icons ans backgrounds a lot lately. i can't help it. i mean it's not completely sweet looking, but i like it. it's as smart as i am with this thing ( Read more... )

Today was so pretty out. i wish my pool was open like no other mother. I'll start bribing my mom ( Read more... )

I'm having opposite feelings today, about two things that kind of relate. About 10 hours ago I got the news that Mrs. Swanderski passed away. It hit so hard, and i can't even explain how much i wish i could talk to Chelsea. I would never be able to know what it feels like to lose my mom. Chelsea is the toughest and most beautiful girl i have ever ( Read more... )

Last night was amazingly fucked up, funny as hell, CRAZY, out-of- control, and hilarious. sleeping in a car was exactly what needed to happen in order to call this spring break. wow it was amazingly wacked out. But in Becca's words "whatever, i'm over it". HAHA ( Read more... )

I tried to make my layout cool, but i didnt work and i don't feel like changing it so i guess everyone will have to deal :) TOday is super out and i'm hanging with Nicci and Kendal all afternoon and night! SWEET! and well i think that my dad is not very nice. he likes to yell at me for no reason. which is fine and all, but every hour of the day, ( Read more... )

1, 2 , 3, LES GO! LIL MAMA SHOW HOW YOU MOVE IT... yeah you know the rest. HOOOT song. ha.

okay and on the other end of music, im listening to this crazy sexy cool song by Godspeed. (thanks mark) its really good music. Yeah and then i've been looking up local bands and artists on the Internet that i want to go check out! that'd be so fun.  i ( Read more... )

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okay i am still reflecting on my night tonight. it was out of control. fun as helll, but the ending outcome was not good. i feel bad ( Read more... )

I can't even take how dissapointing it is that i'm the only one awake right now. You all need to work on that. Tonight was fun. i had a play date with MEliss and KEv. hah dinner was really serious, all that sugar and butter all over me and nothing on Kev. HAHAH Kevin has like a night club in his room, fog machine, strobe lights, and more lights, ( Read more... )