with all this technology...with all the blogging that can be done, be it lj, msn spaces, my space or whatever else one can blog on, perhaps the most fascinating thing is that we all can have an audience to listen to our 'voices'...and the internet has been growing rapidly over a few years now..but live journaling only seems to have begun in the ( Read more... )

drinking strong, bitter drinks these days!!

and in changing my format again..searching for one that suits it's form- I couldnt resist this one called 'quite lickable'...indeed!

"I knew everything, so hard have I tried to read in my streams of tears."
Nadja

"the essential thing is that I do not suppose there can be much difference for Nadja between the inside of a sanitarium and the outside." Andre Breton ( Read more... )

I know time is relative...there are some little bugs (mayfies or junebugs or something) that live like 24 hours....a dog ages- what 7 years in our one year...different creatures have varying lifespans....but I just wonder why do we only have 24 hours in a day...and if we have to give at least eight of that to work (especially if it's unfulfilling ( Read more... )

"what is allotted to me to say? except the truth disguised as a fairytale!"
Anais Nin

"will we be all right?"
"yes, but we will never be the same!"

well, first day of spring and it is FUCKING COLD!!!

I must be growing thin-blooded 'cuz, it was like one of the warmest winters ever, and I still found it difficult!!!

I returned my Byron to the library and borrowed collected poems of Julia de Burgos and Chelle bought me To the lighthouse by Virginia Woolf and House of Incest by Anais Nin....

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going around town...the streets overflowing with people...people skating on the outdoor rinks, sloshing around on a layer of water...and men drinking in the park around Allen Gardens... but we know it is just a tease....

...certain sorrows will last forever...

have some time off- get to take off these skins that make up who I am the greater part of my days... false skins and masks....have some time to live in my own skin, maybe even get used to it, cuz sometimes i find it uncomfortable: like it doesnt quite fit right or it's more caricature than character...

a song by john coltrane (either The love supreme or a really long one I have on a 2 cd set that has like 4 songs on it- they're that long!)...where his band plays for so long and his 2 drummers.. his 2 bassists and his piano player and his other trumpeters and saxophonists all play into chaos... and as that cacaphony of chaos fades away...john is ( Read more... )