January ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but I feel casted aside by some of my friends. I feel like non of my friends even like me anymore. I can't find my place with any of them. Even the ones that I thought I had. One in particular: I feel like he is putting up this fake friendly facade just to keep from having problems. I just don't understand what's wrong with me, or ( Read more... )

I'm back ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm so nervous. I don't know what its gonna be like tomorrow. Sometimes I wish I was staying here for spring break, or going home. I'm not gonna know how to act, what to say, how to feel. Its so strange. I wiah I could say that its gonna be ok. I'm not so sure. I want to forget about my worries and just hang out and go school. Ok...well I'm ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here watching Harry Potter...POA. Its 4:15 and I'm supposed to be studying for Italian. I have a test on thursday, and I just want to play on my computer. I'm still in a slump. I talked to D today, and I just don't know what to do. About M, I like him a lot. He makes most of my problems dissolve when I'm really stressed. I'm nervous ( Read more... )

Oh my god! This is sooooooooo boring! You'd think that the history of modern Ireland would be cool. Well right now....NO! Its boring cause my professor SUCKS! Ok he doesn't suck...but this class is not as cool as I thought. I was way too excited about this last semester. Grrr. I'm so tired. I spent most of class changing my myspace profile...sad ( Read more... )

I would just like to say, that I'm not as mad anymore. It still wasn't cool. But I think it embarrassed me more than anything else. It really sucks that I'm suspicious of my friends now. I don't know who did it. I really don't. I have an idea...but I'm not jumping to any conclusions here. If anyone knows who did it, tell them that they really hurt ( Read more... )

The morning was fine, everything was fine. Til I came back to my room and there was a piece of paper on my door. That really made me mad. I know who did it. But I'm not gonna say anything. Cause I'm not rude and mean like the person/people who did it. I never do things like that. That made me really upset. Its sad that they had to sink that low to ( Read more... )

I don't know about things anymore. I don't know how I feel or how I'm supposed to feel. I'm happy. But there's a part of me thats missing. I've felt its absense since last monday. I don't know how to deal with it. I'm just not sure. I know I'm nervous about friday, and that I'm scared. I know that I want to be happy, and life to be a little simpler ( Read more... )

Today was wonderful! I slept for five hours today and i savored everyminute of it. mmmm snuggly. My body aches so badly. Ouch...neck hurts. ouch. take some motrin. i love harry potter. (thats what i'm watching.) Oh man last nights party was crazy. the hockey house is always insane. We were acting so weird last night. thats what happens when you ( Read more... )