finally awake and ready to fly

[tuxedokitten]

HELLO LIVEJOURNAL!!!!!! Its been tooo long, I have been away for like a year, haha. Ive been busy busy busy, and dealing with alot....ugh, but I finally have internet and things are good, I can now update on my life, hopefully more consistently

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[anonymous]

I am clawing my way back to the surface. I will soon return to the land of the living. It's still a long way to the top, but it's a longer way to the bottom, unless my mind is playing tricks on me. I stop every now and then to admire the gargantuan proportions of this lovely mess I've created. Every intricate detail, in all its breathtaking, tortuous glory, reminds me of one thing: I've done this to myself. I have no one else to blame. And it's stunning, really, that things got as far as they did before I finally opened my eyes, took a look around, and realized exactly where I was. I'm still not entirely sure how I got here, but I know where I am, and I have a vague idea where I'm going. I'm not going to stop and ask for directions, and I'm not going to stop and ask for help, because, damn it, I can figure it out. I'm a big girl, I can take care of myself, and all of that overly independant, stubborn bullshit that gets me into trouble

[tuxedokitten]

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