"For it is not inertia alone that is responsible for human relationships repeating themselves from case to case, indescribably monotonous and unrenewed: it is shyness before any sort of new,unforeseeable experience with which one does not think oneself able to cope. But only someone who is ready for everything, who excludes nothing, not even the ( Read more... )

I dont even know what I did that was wrong, She said it was because I got attached, how could I have helped it? Shes beautiful, amazing, witty and all thats inbetween, and now she tells me...shes having second thoughts on coming out here, I wasnt supposed to fall for her, to stop asking anything ( Read more... )

Okay soo have you ever had those days where you've been holding your emotions in for such a long time, that you just have a down day where your fucking depressed as shit, you want to ball your eyes out at everything sad, or even the littlest bit depressing, yeah well I'm having one of those moments, I'm really not diggin it ( Read more... )

Soo things have been going okay I havent posted in a bit so I thought I would..ya know a little heads up. So my mother is a bitch right now, she's basically put me under house arrest because shes old and lonely and she has my dad on her side eventhough he senses how miserable I am. Bastard, cant help me win this one right ( Read more... )

Here i am yet again, butterflies pounding into my nerves and stomach. i cant help but think about her, all the time. OMG i never thought id feel this again, shes amazing and yet she's more distant than distance can claim. I ask for trust, she denies it, i ask for opening up, she reciedes into the world shes set for herself. shes afraid of putting ( Read more... )

Soooo its been awhile, and well things are happening in a consistant way so thats an excuse to update right? haha ( Read more... )

sooo tonight has been a big drag ( Read more... )

so ive begun to do some piercings professionally charging very low prices. I use only sterile new needles for each client, gloves and clean tools, new jewelry ( Read more... )

god im beating myself up for feeling this way its stupid. i love her soo much and now that shes officially married it hurts? it shouldnt she was never mine to begin with....ugh! ajfeikhnfklasdfjlksdlkafjdskfsa ( Read more... )

SOOO Blackberry creme green tea fraps at Starbucks are pretty much the best thing ever at this point in my drinking lifestyle lol, you should all go out a buy one!!!

but yeah...nothing much *shrug* or at least anything interesting..HA im lame, oh well...chicks dig it!

specially whitney! meeow that saucy minx lol.

k bye kids xoxox