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Writer's Block: Reacting to my bad mood
****Usually, I completely break down, or at least, that's been a bad track record for me****
I mean, it's totally like that expression: "When it rains, it pours."
So, a bad day for me is a day when the problems I've been trying to avoid or to completely ignore just pour in and knock me out.
Lately,
however,
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do you ever just have one of those years
where you know that everything that can go wrong...will go wrong.
but then just for a second, you see him smile at you.....and you just melt inside.
and somehow all those bad things no longer matter -
oh goodness
>>So much has been going on in my life since last I've written. I guess for starters, me, chris, andy and john are kinda done speaking to each other. Me and Andy, well, we still have coffee and such, but me and chris haven't spoke to each other in a long time. Me and John, well...i dunno. It's so complicated.
>>I have a boyfriend now and it will ( Read more... ) -
oh yes....my life is silly
1] What was the highlight of your week?
uh....my tattoo???!!!
2] Who's car were you in last?
mine thanks
3] When is the next time you will kiss someone?
hmmm....tonight?
4] What color shirt are you wearing?
purple urple
5] How long is your hair?
shoooorttt//// : (..but i really like it
8] Last movie you watched?
uh....watching snatch right now
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Random theatre survey....mmhm
1) What was the first play you ever did? What role/job?
Haha, I beleive I was in first grade, and I did a community theatre production of JOSEPH!...Obviously, I was in the children's chorus. It was an experience.
2) What was your most recent show? What job/role?
"Reefer Madness" - Angel, Youth, Zombie, Work Horse. It was worth it though.
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Bitter is only the top layer
>>Anger, jealousy, hatred, self-loathing, self-pity, hurt. What happened? I hate this time of year in every way. If things fell apart anymore, i wouldn't move an inch from this bed ever again.
>>My 19th birthday is in 3 days. And, i won't be with my mom again, and instead of spending it with friends who I thought would try and do something nice ( Read more... ) -
Uhh...what was I thinking
I went back and re-read some old entries, and part of one went something like this: ">>So I came up to Western today and I can not wait to come her!!
>>It's been such an amazing experience and basically college life is what I want, the messy room, the unwashed clothes, the empty wallet, the empty fifths....All of it!! "
>>If only I had known how true ( Read more... ) -
Wow..my life....just wow.
>>So i'm at this crazy place called western. It's fucking crazy.
>>I never thought that there could be soo many parties in such a short amount of time. However, I am really really happy with my life.
>>I've made some really great friendships here with so many wonderful people. It just makes me soo happy to think about the next four years of being ( Read more... ) -
Feeling 1 Million times better!!!
>>There's really nothing to report except high school drama (literally from high school) is fucking stupid.
>>And so are a majority of the people in high school. I don't want to deal with it....and I shouldn't have to.
>>Other than that dumb shit...things are great. I'm excited for the rest of the year and yada yada. Things should be a good ( Read more... ) -
Rollercoaster....what's new??
>>SO same ole same ole...school is school and that's that. I don't have much to say about it because it's not getting better anytime soon. I feel like in this lifetime, i've built up too many walls. I'm not going to find anybody who wnats to take the time to break through them. ever. i'm over it. i keep smiling because it's what i do. It's ( Read more... )