i feel lost

Sep 26, 2004 14:38

when my mom bailed me out of jail she had me tell her that i was going to be through with herman until he got his shit together ( Read more... )

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nothing2cryover September 27 2004, 07:45:34 UTC
I don't think it's your destiny to be alone.

I think God, or whoever, is trying to make Herman and you Both realize that this baby needs stabillity.

This baby doesn't need to grow up in a house that the cops come and visit for whatever reason.

My biggest thing, as you know, this baby doesn't need to grow up in a household of DRUGS.

I do believe this is definately a test. A test for Herman. To show him that he doesn't need to do drugs, steal, or whatever. He needs to be a daddy.

You and Daisy NEED herman, I know you do. I think once he realizes that, he will have a new empowerment.

I don't know if this makes sense...But I tried...

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tv_pawner September 27 2004, 21:55:34 UTC
you make complete sense to me....
i am done with this life style i have a baby and i am going to go to rehab after the birth of daisy. and even if herman is in for a year (jail.) he needs to go to rehab.
we were doing great until his mom and her drugs came around....
didn't you realize everything was great until his mom came around???
i mean we had spouts but damn.... (it's not all her fault but she had an effect on it.)
it is hard but i think he needs to spend a little time in jail. i hate that he going to miss the birth and possibly the first year of our childs life but.... maybe that will learn him.

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nothing2cryover September 28 2004, 06:57:47 UTC
yes herman's mom played a big part in the down fall of your greatness.

i'm really glad to hear you say all of this.

i've been trying to find a home for enid...no luck...so if you have to take her to paws...so be it.

i love you!

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tv_pawner September 28 2004, 18:04:27 UTC
richard took her yesterday. he took brut dog too.
it is very sad that i had to let them go. i miss them alot
i talked to herman again last night. he cried when i reminded him that he was going to miss the most important day of our childs life... well not really our childs life but the most important day of our life. i think the first day of school will mean alot more to them ya know (like they can remember that day....)
i love you tiffy.

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